2005-09
9

乱来的一天

By xrspook @ 20:39:10 归类于: 烂日记

要说乱来首先要从昨晚开始,和Shirley一起看EcoModaYo soy Betty la Fea里面的片段,发觉二人都极端兴奋,而且她还要比我严重一点,刚开始的时候她有很强的急不可耐的反应。哈哈,她的反应可真有点哈哈啦。为什么造成这样也许是因为她曾经也迷恋过《丑女贝蒂》,所以有如此的反应。

然后乱来的就是今天的班委换届选举。我没有自荐,也没有人走出去把我推荐了,不过最后却成了个“组织委员”,我不知道发生了什么事?有人能告诉我到底怎么回事吗?

我就坐在那里听别人自荐,看别人被推荐,然后投自己的票。但看着黑板的点票,我简直呆了。怎么?怎么可以这样,我简直觉得自己在做梦。从来没有想进入班委。不是因为我自私,也不是因为我对他们有什么特殊情绪,我只是觉得我应该给他们,那些没有做过的同学机会。不是因为我太自大,也不是因为自己过分谦虚,因为自己以前已经做得太多的班长,我知道自己不能控制自己,我面对的同学不是我小学时可以随便责备的小朋友,我要给他们自由,为他们服务,而且是无私的。

每次说到班委,总是有“工作”和“学习”的矛盾存在于同学们的心中,其实有必要吗?我觉得做班委最要紧的是怎么能有一颗为别人着想的好心。如果有好心,所有的矛盾将不是矛盾。难道自己的学习就重要,班里的事就不重要?主要是大家把“工作”都当为一种压力了,如果能抱“既来之,则安之”的心理,不把自己想得高人一等,自己特别伟大,自己还是一个来自草根阶层的小人物,压力还会存在吗?

我从来都没想过我要为别人付出多少然后收回多少,因为那样子绝对是空想。当我开始翻译Yo soy Betty la Fea的时候,我实际上是无限地付出,为那些不懂英语,看到西文都头痛的人付出,我不知道我是不是在浪费青春,浪费电费,不过我继续下去了,我不断地为着可能不存在的读者翻译,到现在为止,我还是没有什么物质上的收获的,也从来没有人评论过到底他们觉得怎样,或者有什么赞许或者批评。我这样做,为什么?我不为什么,为的就是当有人需要的时候我能提供帮助。我不求收获,因为收获可能根本不存在。不过我心理平衡,要不我也不能坚持到现在。别人没有给我任何收获,但我自己就因此自我增值了不少,起码面对一大篇的英文西文我再也不胆怯,看到不是中文的东西就有很强的翻译欲望,我觉得自己的翻译水平有了显著提高,这就是我不求收获而得到的无意收获。

“有心栽花花不成,无心插柳柳成荫”有时的确很对。

面对突如其来的组织委员,我的确惊讶+彷徨,不过,既然如此,我不是某些人,采取逃避,不是我自愿的,我还是会欣然接受。带着消极的心态做事绝对是不行的,我知道如何叫做“为人民服务”,同时一个来自草根阶层的人,我明白其他一些人的感受。在这个问题上,在这个职务的问题上,我已经觉得不是问题。接下来我要考虑的是如何做好,其他的不是我的解题范围。

今天真的是乱来,不过生活也似乎出现了转折点,不知道以后的“熵”(混乱度)会怎么样,拭目以待!

2005-09
8

The First Swimming Class

By xrspook @ 15:48:00 归类于: 烂日记

God bless me, I can swim today. It like a mircle that I can catch up with this.

The first class with the new badminton female teacher. I can’t figure out it’s a good thing or not. Saying by heart, I still can’t put down my course of tennis, even though have a such ending. I wanted to find my tennis teacher again, but unfortunately, I couldn’t. I don’t know whether that is because the God ask me to forgive him or just ask me to take it easy. There are lots of teachers there, I found the hatest one, however, I couldn’t find him until I had to leave.

Talking about my new badminton teacher, I think she’s extremely a Cantonese. Because she called my name "Yu", in fact it called "Ru", without question, she had a accent as Guangzhou native. At the same time, I can’t understand why she called me at a wrong way, because me older tennis teacher, her partner is also haveing the same character "Ru" as his family name, why she still can have such silly mistake.

The class was very boring, the teacher taught the basic way of swimming again. I have know how to swim since when I was at primary school. The question was most of the people in my class don’t know how to swim, and I don’t want to be the strange one. Because I’m not extremely good at it, thereby I hid my abiliy, just pretended that I knew just a little as them.

In the swimming pool, I felt nothing, there’s nothing in my brain. I don’t want to practise, no one told us (the one know how to swim) can do what, I think we must take some other exercises different from the one known nothing, however… In my opinion, I should practise more, and make myself more skillful, and the teacher teaches me something taht how to improve, or she could let me go to self improving, however…

I don’t means I don’t like her, however, someone is still a knot in my stomach that I can’t put it down, so I can’t enjoy another…

2005-09
7

The First Biochemical Experiment

By xrspook @ 18:50:00 归类于: 烂日记

Unfortunately, my experiment classes of this term began. It means I have to write experiment report from now on. I know it’s my way, I chose this specialty that I couldn’t get rid of the trouble of experiment report.

This first experiment classes were the biochemistry, though I had written the first report of physical chemistry las night. In fact, the biochemistry caught up with the phycial one, and then even got the first place.

Let me talk about the experiment this term, every sesssion fo my experiment classes are almost 3 hours long. It’s heard terrbile, but in fact, the most of time we are waiting. No matter biochemistry or physical chemistry we all have to use at least 30 minutes to let our machine being prepared. They must be warm-up before using.

Take the experiment of toaday’s as example. We used an hour to let the organic thing combined and broke out some chemical changing. During that  time, we had nothing to do. If you say that time it’s for us to communicate, that’s all right too. You can do everything as yoiu like except leaving and never come back. I had a foresee that I brought the Linear Algebra homework there. It seems a good plan to waste time, however, I found a better job to do during that time – writing experiment report. As a result, we can save a lot of time after class, and could review teh experiment knowledge as well, it’s great.

The first biochemical experiment was very easy, the only hare point was we didn’t know the principle of action and the use of new machine at all. As you known, after the basic chemical experiment and physical experiment, you will realize you are in the heaven. Compare with the experiment before, it’s an easy job.

And teh last difference is the sex of teacher, before this all my experiment teachers in SCAU are female, but this time, the biochemical experiment teacher is a male, maybe that’s why he is not so strict to us.

In a word, today is a good start.

2005-09
6

A Flood of People

By xrspook @ 18:59:00 归类于: 烂日记

I can’t believe, there are such a great number people here. Every time I went to have meal, I would meet a flood of people.

Every queue had almost 20 people, and there are about 10 queues there. You are hungry so you to to eat, however, after seeing such situation my angry fire makes me full at once. I don’t want to wait for a long time and then lose plenty of time to search a seat to finish my meal. As you known, I have no choice but acceptting it, that’s my daily life, my school is in such situation, no one could beyond this.

It’s just the first day the newers join our life. From then on, everyday I had to "meet the crowd" at canteen. I have felt tired of it. Before the fleshers coming, there wer many many people already, and now, it becomes more and more difficult for everyone who wants to have a peace meal.

People are here and there. Having meal means taking a struggle. It’s more serious than having a real battle with enemy. The fleshers and I are not counterposing, but the tough fact makes us fright with each other because of the limit resource. Can it be better? I think everyone want to have a delicious and good meal, and before of that, we must have a comfortable environment and calm sentiment. Whereas the situation we are in now is far from this, we are in the high frighting state. All of us just want to get away from canteen as soon as possible, no one will enjoy there a little.

I don’t want to make any confrontation with anybody, but I’m not sure whether I can’t  help doing some violent or unpolite thing in that moon. I just want to have a easier meal that is calm. Can it come true?

Don’t force me doing that any more, or I will be crazy. Can’t the school think out some solutions to overcome it. Provided the handmaster come here at 12:00AM, to have lunch tomorrow, maybe this situation will be solve the day after tomorrow.  

The students are crying, who can help us!!!

2005-09
5

Welcome Fleshmen

By xrspook @ 19:02:00 归类于: 烂日记

In fact, I don’t know what I have done today. I did nothing except standing there and chatting with classmates. Before this, I really thought that I could get an unforgettable social experience from it, but now, I got nothing or I had to say that I lost a beautiful morning which I could go to sleep or surfing online.

You know, before it happened, I paid a lot of attention at it, even though I should get up at 5:15AM. Last night I got the message from one classmate that she said I had to arrive at Five Hills Students Apartment to welcome the new schoolmates at 7:00AM. The message was sent at 10:20PM, at that time I was at home, and 100% couldn’t go back there at night. So I had no choice but got up early in the morning. I didn’t know whether I could arrive on time, even at that situation I still didn’t give up, I still tried my best.

If I got there late, no one could scold at me. It’s my principle that I don’t want to be late, and especially at this situation. I looked it as important as having classes, or in my opinion, it maybe more important than anything of my academic achievement.

However, the fact really make me disappointed. There were too many people that everyone almost had nothing to do. And the new schoolmates almost arrived at all at the earlier two days.

Wearing the Class Clothe I felt very pround. But, no matter what, I even felt I lose the face of my class or the face of my college. As the older one to the newers, I can’t believe I feel shy, and even be worried about communication. I don’t know how to start the topic, what I am? Am I just a hero in the internet but a completely loser in the really life? I lost everything including my confidence.

I wrote the essay before my Intercultural Communication class, and now, I feel happy after taking my first class. It makes me calm down. With English, I feel like home, and forget the busy study, but sometimes I will think about my computer, my blog and my translation of EcoModa. I like them.

Where is my Friday?

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