我的天

Today, I had my computer test (operation), so I didn’t use the computer to type my diaries and send them to my blog this morning. That’s my private things, I could do it later, and operate test is the main role of today, however, the mark of it was just a consult materials. No matter what will be, I will do my best.

Unfortunately, I was bad luck today, I chose a very difficult test, it’s much more difficult than the test which I did last week. Stick on it, don’t give up, I said to myself at the very beginning. The God asked you to do it, you can’t flee, you can’t escape, you have to learn to know how to adjust to.

Your fate often kids you. When I paid all my heart in doing that, I forgot everything, including the physical unpleasure. I met problems again and again, I think, I never met so many problems before. And I know, how ignorane I was, I didn’t know how to do this easy thing. Before his, I thought I was not so bad at computer operation, at least in the fields of Windows, Word, Excel and PowePoint, however, this time, it really taught me a good lesson. I still need to work hard at them, I’m just a nobody, just as a child at the adults’ world. I can’t laugh at my teachers at university, because I am also a stupid when I face the computer.

When I encountered the test this time, I felt a little nervous, especially when I didn’t know how to do next. It’s a very unnormal situation to me at computer operation. I lost ll my self-confidence. I always looked computer as my good friends, and it helped me all the time, but at that time, I realized, in fact, I didn’t know my good friend very much, maybe we still have some "gaps". We can’t combinate into one body, that’s why I had no confidence, and felt nervous.

At last, after 100 minutes struggled, I got a mark about 73. I can’t be content to that mark, but my teacher said I was the best one she had known. Why I still can’t satisfy? 73, that’s enough? Though that’s because some problem of the net (exterior problem), yet I could do better. I passed, someone said I was very fortune, but, I’m afraid not!

Today is my last time to meet my organic chemistry teacher. We had our last classes this term. And at that time, I found I loved him, I am pround that have such a chemistry teacher in my life. If possbile, if I still here continue my master course, I hope he can be my teacher again.

Compare with other teachers I have met in SCAU, I think, he’s the best male teacher, and the female one must be who teach me blueprints. I can’t take them together and choose who is better. Both of them are the best, however, the advances of them are so different. The male one is very humors and the female one is very careful, the same advance of them is patient and kind hearted.

Believe or not, the male chemistry teachers in my life (till now) are all great person. They have different advances, but I like them all. One is very kind, the other is very intelligent, the last one is very humors. A man withou kind, he won’t be a gentleman. A man without intelligent, he can’t be attractive. A man without humors, the life with him must be very dull. I have so many requests about a man. In fact, the requests are important, but in some situation, I can forgive all of them, except he must have a good heart and really love me and others. I can’t imagine if a man didn’t have a good heart, and always think about himself.

I always use the highest request to my university teachers, and found all of them or most of them were really stupid. But now, I realized another important thing, that’s they are just heros in their professtional fields, and in other ones, they are just a very noraml person just as you and me. I didn’t need to be angry about them.

The thing when you almost lose it, you will feel you like it and need it. Why human beings will have such bad manner! And when you realize, it’s too late, it flow away as the time goes by, you can’t catch, you can’t forgive, you have to know how to take care if you have next time.

Tonight, I have no classes. The philsophy had be overed last week. The night have no classes, made me feel a little different. All of us feel special free now, we have spent a lot of time to chat, what a great! We didn’t have such experience for about a term!!! However, all the thing has two point, we also have to fact the final examination very soon, what a pity! In a word, I can enjoy tonight, however, I have to suffer a lot after that.

Today, in English classes, I found I was just a nobody, I had no attractive function to make my teacher focus on me. OK, I know who I am- I’m just a nobody. I used to hide from talents…

其实昨天晚上就答应过自己，今天怎么也不能再开机了。但现在，自己的blog瘾又发，我不想今天晚上又要插空写日记。

也不知道说些什么，也没有什么好说的。说说我的播客把，把播客和博客对比起来真的很好玩，就差一个字，连音都十分相像。都是自己的风格自己话事，想怎么就怎么。唯一最大的问题就是，你要做Podcast你就要到处找你的空间，担心会不够用，担心速度不够。毕竟要在网上放音频视频，的确需要很多很多的空间。到哪里去找呢？各个提供播客的网站有的是，就是要你在口袋里掏钱。但掏钱的事我就不干。但不掏钱又会有种种限制，真的好矛盾。

就像BlogBus推出BlogBus推出全新VIP服务 活动期间对折销售 的时候，我也好心动，想去也做做VIP，但为什么要这样做啊！写blog为了什么？为了更多的视频，更多的音乐吗？我不是音乐blog，我需要的就只是一个键盘，N个输入法，再加一个就足够了。对我来说图片空间我不需要大，我需要的是快和稳定。至于歌曲，总会找到地方解决我的一首MP3的。我做的是文字和图片（部分， 但只是辅助）记录。根本不需要花巧。

说回播客，为什么我一直都用中文称呼它呢？因为我根本不知道英文原文应该是什么。到处的播客网站都没有对“播客”一词的解释。我不知道他们是怎么搞的。“知其然，而不知其所以然”这种态度不好啊！

终于在一个英文网站看到Podcast一词的庐山真面目：
from:
What is a Podcast?
Below is a definition of podcasting pulled from Wikipedia that provides you with information about podcasting, its roots and some of the techincal aspects surrounding podcasting.  The following is provided free from editing and I take no credit for this wonderful explanation.

Podcasting, created by former MTV VJ Adam Curry, is a term that was devised as a crisp way to describe the technology used to push audio content from websites down to consumers of that content, who typically listen to it on their iPod (hence the "pod") or other audio player that supports mp3 at their convenience. The term podcasting is meant to rhyme with broadcasting and is a derivative of the iPod platform. While not directly associated with Apple‘s iPod device or iTunes music service, the company did contribute both the desire and the technology for this capability. Podcasting is not unlike time-shifted video software and devices like TiVo, which let you watch what you want when you want by recording and storing video, except that podcasting is used for audio and is currently free of charge. Note, however, that this technology can be used to push any kind of file, including software updates, pictures, and videos.

Podcasting uses an XML-based technology called RSS, or Really Simple Syndication. Content publishers describe new content in an XML RSS file which includes dates, titles, descriptions, and links to MP3 files. This auto-generated file is called an RSS feed. The key to making podcasting work with RSS is enclosures, a feature supported by RSS 2.0.

What makes podcasting special is that it allows individuals to publish (podcast) radioshows, that interested listeners can subscribe to. Before podcasting you could of course record a radio show and put it on your website, but now people can automatically receive new shows, without having to go to a specific site and download it from there.

Related Terms: podcast, podcaster, broadcatching, podcatching

再看看万维的解释：
from:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Podcaster

原来如此
。

再来一些中文的相关文章：
当博客进化成“播客”
我是一个“播客”吗？
什么是Podcast?
播客–现在开始 – Haagendazs

不写不知道，一写吓一跳，原来播客的意思是这样。原来本来应该叫做Podcast。也明白了自己的播客的域名为什么叫做imboke，im就是I’m，而boke就是播客的拼音，原来如此。

从上一年初开始http://onion.vip.sina.com/betty的更新任务都落在我一个人身上，danzhu斑竹不见了，dl125在我高考的前给予我好多帮助和支持的好朋友不见了，就剩下我一个人孤身奋战。足足一年多了，从2004-01开始，除了2004-04月不记得为了什么没有更新，还有就是2005-01因为我的网络有问题无法更新，也就是我坚持了15个月，差不多一年半，而斑竹danzhu也不过在那里更新了14个月。我为什么要那么卖力啊！我自己的blog的历史才不过1年零几天，而在那里我却有1年半的经验值。

毋庸置疑，那里是我人生blog的起源，没有它，我还是一个什么都不懂的小妹妹。2003-12月就已经成为了的一员，记得danzhu发过来的邀请函是在2003-12-29当天我就毫不犹豫地加入了。当时注册的时候遇到一大堆的英文，我从来没有过这样的经历，但就是从那一刻开始，我成为了一个blogger。 

在工作的15个月里，我真的好像放弃，但至今坚持了下来。

今天在Betty la fea in Chinese里突然觉得自己和连连对骂了起来。我在回答的时候尽量压抑住自己的情绪，但我真的觉得很不被理解啊！先看看我们互相的留言：

佳艺把那个什么狗屁"彼的保"的几部都引进了,还有那
些垃圾韩国片没完没了的在播,看了我都真想砸电视机,
妈的我们贝蒂迷写了那么多联盟信,要它重播也不肯,要
他播续集也不肯,居然还把后30集叫做续集来蒙骗我们,
他丫真当我们贝蒂迷一群傻B啊?
妈的我现在气没出撒~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

真他妈恶心

to 连连，

要保持冷静，保持冷静。他不播我们也可以想办法看，
不用为了他生气。何必因为他而气坏自己呢：）

to  xrspook:
网上只是一些稀稀拉拉的视频片段,又没有完整的一集
集,哎,再说央8还有我们可爱孙星的中文配音!!!!!!!
现在真是越想越难过啊?
谁有录BLF啊?????????
听说有好几个贝蒂迷都录的有比较全的
让他们刻成碟,让后卖给我们这些饥渴难耐的人吧!
555555555555555555555555

TO xrspook:
我有一个伟大的设想
我很有可能跟一个搞论坛的人争取到一定的论坛空间
我想到时候搞个贝蒂专区
有BLF的分集视频和介绍
还有演员们的最新资料
音乐
图片
以及相关的FANS讨论区
怎么样??????
那就要麻烦你把视频按集数整理以下发上去
以前木棉的分集介绍还有没????????
在论坛上就可以叫上更多的朋友发帖子
那样气氛就会上去
贝蒂又会红火起来
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

to 连连，

其实用eNule下载的的确不是片断，是一整集，不过到此
为止数量有限。eMule我不能下载了，可恶的长城宽带把
我搞成了内网。至于熟悉的孙星的声音，对不起，因为
听JEA本人太多了，没什么感觉，忘了（不要打哦：o

你搞论坛的构想不错，不过你要知道因为日积月累，
http://onion.vip.sina.com/betty的东西好多好多啊！
整理倒不是问题，问题是你找到的地方到底够不够大，
而且能坚持多久。毕竟我们是义务性质的，所有利用的
资源都是免费，然后……我并不想打击你，不过必须澄
清一个事实，就是中国的Betty Fans到底是不会再那么
红火了，因为中国不像委内瑞拉那些国家，时不时来个
重播，又火起来，而我们，除非到央视把那个配音不正
当地搞过来。即使当我们都成为了老婆婆，又或许连我
们都忘记了，他也应该不会播了。希望你不要伤心。其
实自己在她播完2、3后还那么上心，我自己都觉得是奇
迹了。靠的就是网上的少许食粮。

但如果你要分类整理的话，我100%举双手双脚支持，不
过要到我考完试以后（六月底到七月初）其实我也想
Betty又可以用中文的形式交流起来。

to xrspook:
居我了解,贝蒂迷们不是不上心,而是网络上没有提供他
们精神寄托的家园
以前木棉网上的论坛多红火?
只要我们搞到论坛上
你瞧吧
以前的朋友们都会回来的
至于播的事情
我们是不是再努力下????????????

你说那个一集,我怎么看了一点就没了?
而且只有一个是合格式的
我晕

to 连连，

你要知道时间的威力，时间能够磨灭一切。要现实一
点，我不是故意挫伤你的积极性，不过这个问题不得不
考虑。你也明白央视的机制，他买断了播放权，还有就
是奇怪的一年只能好像200集（好像是，具体忘了）的引
进，他总不能一年到晚播一部吧。你也知道，佳艺剧场
不是海外剧场，不能一次播两集，你也很明白，里面的
片断，无论如何是要砍掉一些的（不是时间问题），即
使是在美国播放的EcoModa和在拉美地区播的也不同，也
是砍掉了不少。中国的播放比美国的严厉不知多少倍。

同时,拍摄Yo soy Betty, la Fea的公司从来就没有卖过
任何的VCD、DVD权之类的东西。你要知道他们把她简直
当作金饭碗了，重播多少次，红多少次。想来，价钱也
一定不菲。他们把Betty砍成不成模样，到那些XX片断就
一句话带过或根本不说，你觉得爽吗？

至于用eMule下载的放在xrspook@163.com邮箱里前3集，
我很肯定是完全了。你只能看到一个小小的片断，只能
说你对hacha还不是十分熟悉。因为里面的什么.1，.2格
式的东西完全是hacha分开后的格式，你必须把所有相同
文件名后缀不同的.0，.1等等的文件全部下载，然后才
能合拼和播放。前3集的文件每个都超过100MB，不用
hacha根本无法放进邮箱。100多MB的。dat文件（VCD格
式文件）有可能不是完整的一集吗？我到现在才知道，
原来到现在你还没有下载看到，难怪你会这么说。

还有一个问题，如果你说上不上心不是一个问题，那你
怎么解释dl125和danzhu不再出现？特别是斑竹danzhu，
她很忙，我知道，我其实也不是特别有空，我其实根本
不需要每个月去更新，特别是当我根本不知道有没有人
看，一点反应都没有的时候，对我的打击很大。对于JEA
的消息，我自己知道就是了，对于新的下载我自己看到
就是了，如果我要交流，我完全可以去外国的网站。但
我为什么还要继续工作下去？我不能说我很伟大，但做
的这一切都是为你们啊！为的就是想知道他们消息的人
还可以从中文阅读到这些消息的简介。

几个月前我就想不更新了，但eliaose的鼓励使我继续下
去。每个人都有自己忙的事，我这个学期要考9门，我也
需要复习的时间啊！班级的网站，我也要出力，我没有
月月更新的义务，但我却把它当为我的责任了。我自己
的blog起码也有人不时去对我的文章留言，但在这里，
我几乎是没有回应。如果这样的效果你都可以说中国还
有很多“隐藏”的fans，我无话可说。

很多最后留言的人都说“要学会放弃，在该放弃的时候
放弃”，他们放弃了……希望你明白。

我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我是不会放弃的
我我是不会放弃的
是不会放弃的
我永远爱我的阿曼多!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我似乎无法把她说服，其实Betty的fans真的买少见少了。danzhu自己就曾经在的日志Wednesday, February 26, 2003 :::里说过她的感受了。我知道，她的意思是该结束的时候结束，我完全明白且理解她的意思，但连连好像一点都不理解。在曲终人散，Blog 也落幕？ – CNBlog: Blog on Blog也是这个意思，但是不知道是我的表达能力有问题还是什么的，我还是说不服连连。为什么她不理解我。自己干了那么多，看的人居然不明白，我真的无话可说了。

跟别人对骂也不是我的专长，我真不想伤感情，但为什么，她不能理解，我不想骂人，我不是发疯的Armando，我需要控制。

深呼吸一口气，然后忘却它，我需要把更多的心思放在复习上。

附：收听此日志：（普通话）不被理解的感觉真的好差
我的播客，听我的