2005-04
15

烂泥路,我的生活

By xrspook @ 22:12:23 归类于: 烂日记

实在太爽了,下午的思想道德修养居然不用上,那个老师有事,实在太好了,好久没有如此爽过。于是早早就走人了,管他,走为上着。

走是走,但是真的要自己走。因为什么公共汽车都不到这里来了。其实根本就是借口。前几个星期试过,下大雨,然后那条不像路的路烂成一团,然后开始是41(短线)拒绝进来。但是当时266还坚守岗位,然后过了几天,天气好了,于是41(短线)又进来了。41(短线)走的线路是从五山学生公寓到广州东站,可以说是客流不断,特别一到放假和星期六日,生意都是好得不能再好的,在五山学生公寓总站就能挤满人。这也许就是它“皇帝女,唔忧嫁”的原因。而就在前几天,我发现一个怪现象,就是上课的时候再也看不到公共汽车在外面的路经过。结果果然听说公共汽车不进来的消息。266和41(短线)都不进来了,这里成了孤岛或者说是人间炼狱。

那一条简直不堪入目、泥泞不堪的道路就是我们的必经之路。老师们过来有交通车,有时因为学生问问题而拖了时间不能搭上,不得不走回去,于是就警告我们下课不可以问问题,他/她走回去真的很辛苦。岂有此理!他/她一个人,一、两次走回去就说很辛苦。那一万多的学生不得不天天在这条路上奔波,那我们算什么!他们的叫做“辛苦”叫做为了我们“奉献”那我们的就叫做“罪有应得”吗?他们是为学校打工的,有报酬的,我们可是给钱来学习的,我们不是拿钱来天天劳动改造或者参加什么吃苦训练营的!!!!

天气好的时候,外面的路尘土飞扬,简直是3米内的景物都看不到;然后下雨的时候更是糟糕,简直就是一个沼泽。但是无论什么天气,你都会得到一个必然得到的东西“脏”!!!!!

对面起楼房起得热火朝天,那些淤泥的运输车络绎不绝,简直就是热闹极了!!!无论是早上还是晚上都是那么的勤快。泥头车在走的时候泥掉得一地,本来那条路还可以看看,但是加上日积月累的的泥,还会有什么好面目见人!!!

他们要起房子,这样的步骤不可避免,而学校方面也置之不理,反正校长们不用来,反正老师们(除了倒霉的)不用走,管他呢!反正苦的不是他们。身为一个长期身受其害的学生,真的很想找一天冲到华南农业大学的校长室,把那个叫做“骆世明”的东西狠狠地揍一顿!!!!他高高在上,眼不见为净。或者强迫他找一天在五山学生公寓和校本区两地来回走上3回。我保证,他当天晚上就要马上筹备整治方案了。但是,现在他看不到,更感受不到,不关他事,他管你啊!

于是今天就在尘土飞扬的路上走了好长好长……这样子,说不定一年就可以肺积尘了。

晚上好容易听说广州电视台的“今日报道”要报道我们的苦况,但原来只是什么都不知道。看看广州电视台取景的地方就知道了。都是隧道口那个地方,最令人触目惊心的镜头,他们都没有拍到。问的人学生更是个被收买的白痴,居然说“如果(修路的)质量能好一点,她多等一下都没有问题。”她白痴啊!还是在华农呆久了,成了土包子了!根本就是切身的利益,连自己都不会保护。我虽然是2004大一的新生,但是在这里的大半年已经让我知道,只要一天“汇景新城”和“华南农业大学”不谈好怎么搞那条路,永远都只会是那个老模样,只有更差,不会再好了。况且汇景新城正在起楼房,它怎么会修路呢!修了,淤泥车走了又烂了,白修。而华农领导呢?他们就在装作不知道。

但电视台的报道更是荒谬,不知道是从那里拿来的资料。什么“8个公交站要走多久,半个小时,五山学生公寓的学生就知道了,因为他们天天都要走……”狗屁!即使公共汽车不进来,哪里要走8个公交站!要吹水,要博取同情心也不要那么夸张啊!最多要走5个公交站。我们也不是飞毛腿,走8个公交站怎么可能在半小时之内完成!!!而且位于天河区,广园快速路、华南快速干线附近的公交站又那里是市区里面的公交站的距离可以相比,一个站可能就1公里了。

电视台第二个吹水的地方就是,说五山学生公寓住着华农、华工等多所高校的2万多学生,狗屁!那里有其他高校的学生,全部都是华农的!华农继续扩招自己都快不够住了,那里还会有其他高校的学生,他们都到大学城了!而且“2万多”这个数字也太夸张了,华农今年新生不过8000多,而师兄师姐加上也肯定不到1.5万,他们简直就是从头到尾都在吹水。

传媒的报道是很重要。特别对我们情况的改善很重要,但他们的报道要属实啊!都是吹水的东西,我自己听了都觉得什么什么,怎么调动起“领导们”想一想我们啊!特别是在用词方面,大概的东西离现实太远太远,他们到底羞不羞啊!

听说今天报纸有报道,今天新闻又出现过了。报纸我没看过,不发表议论。不过新闻真的让我很失望。我简直对广州电视台失去了信心,不真实、不准确,不……我的天啊!什么叫做反映真实的百姓生活啊!他们都去当编剧好了。

叫天天不应,叫地地不灵。我们的生活何去何从?

泥泞中的激情岁月还要延续多久?!!!!!

2005-04
14

Miracle Again

By xrspook @ 19:55:29 归类于: 烂日记

Thank goodness, the presentation was over. The huge pressure moved away at once. Since I got up, I didn’t know where I was. I repeated my words which I would say in presentation again and again unconsiously. I thought I was crazy,  I was conttrolled by the evil.

The computer experiment was with a little problem. First, the floopy I had used  in the classroom seem with something. Every time I opened it, the computer was holding. The mouse was obsiouse waiting, however, after a long time, no result, at last, the screen just showed the blue background but with no normal icons. That means it’s dead. the only thing I could do it’s  turn it off and then turn it on again. I had tried twice, the situation was the same. And I had tried it out on other computer, nothing was different. So at last, I forgave, my another floopy was dead here again. I don’t know whether it’s because the virus in the computer in classrroom 602 or just the original physic problem itself, the result is, it can’t be used anymore.

The operation of the homework were so many that I couldn’t finish in two classes, though I had stopped typing my diaries. I  must finish them in next classes, what a shame!

Now, the miracle topic begin:

I made a miracle again. I felt all the people in the classroom were move by me, I touched their hearts. No one was happy, after seeing my show, my expectatin was made them to think deeply, or even had tears in their eyes, and I think, I got it. The only problem was the light environment in that room, too bright that my background photo couldn’t show perfectly as my hope. The other one whogave presentation today couln’t compared with me, maybe after mine, he had given up before show time. The teacher didn’t say too much about my show, she made three words comment "Wonderful, Excellent and Marvelous". She asked all the students take me as example, and I had the quality to have a speech in a real oral speech competition.

Am I making a miracle again? Another unbreakable presentation? I wonder, but now, I’m really flying…

2005-04
13

Nothing to Worry About

By xrspook @ 19:16:02 归类于: 烂日记

Now, I have proved a principle that when a person is in horrible, he/she feels no afraid. The frighten of tomorrow’s presentation came around for a lot of day. Every day, my brain with nothing except the fear, the fear that I would  fail or be not good enough. The first time was so smooth made me frighten. If I was a green hand, I will have nothing to worry about. No matter fail or success, but now, my hope is higher than that, I must perfort better than my first try and better than others. I need this golden chance to prove I was the best, and the teacher choose me is right. 

Because of my face and the teacher’s face, I have to put all the pressure on my shoulder. Even in sometimes, I lost myself. The biggest enemy of anybody is himself/herself. How I can overcome the me in the past? She was so gaint and seemed unbreakable. The perfort in the earler term made myself be afraid myself.

After a long time mental struggle, I get another thing. Someone has said "A person can’t step into the same river twice." Myself is myself, the past’s and now’s are different. Every great result jsut meant a great job I had done in that time. The blank new life si out there. The life si waiting for me to create miracle again. The future miracle and the miracle had been done are not the same, and couldn’t be compared as well.

My faith that I must hold now is do my best and than nothing to worry about. New hope always comes to the person who have well prepare, just like I’m now.

I have done so much prepare, and I have standed by for such a long time, why I can’t get the golden fruit!

The thing I have to do now is with more confidents, believe the sunshine will come to me again, smile to life, and everything will be OK, there’s nothing is worth me to worrying.

"To go on a journey is often full of hardships, but so long as one lives he proceeds on his life’s journey."

2005-04
12

No Moon

By xrspook @ 19:04:35 归类于: 烂日记

Generally speaking, the situation today was not so bad. At least, the chemical classes were OK. It’s the third smooth week of it.

When I was a child, I thought chemistry was a very mysterious and funny thing, added something together would make a unthinkable result, maybe the color changed or had a little explosion. Now day, I found chemistry is a nightmare to me, very time i must be careful or I will be in danger. And the time I got along with chemistry was hard, and the result always weren’t good, such as the high school enter examination and the NMTE. Because of my little dream, I choose it, but now, I really feel conflict to it. however, the knot between us can’t open again. If I have another chance, maybe I will forgive it and take phsyic as my partner. That’s life, can’t be changed, it’s the fact, can’t be changed, just can be creative.

The English classes were talking about "marriage", a very sensiable topic. Why the teacher can choose such topic? Because it’s th unit of our New Horizen College English. I double, why the text book will talk about such thing.

The first class was discussion time. She asked a lot of questions, she wanted to let us talk freely and the atmosphere could be lively, however, all of us just wanted to keep silentce and wasted two classes. I wanted to escape too, because I hadn’t prepared any of them, I kept my eyes away from the teacher. I knew she also realized my action, so she never asked me to answer a question in the class. If a person want to say something, he/she will directly eyes on others with confident, and the person dosen’t prepare well won’t watch anybody, and this time, I’m the second one.

I’m really not in moon that classes. The English letter went though, but I got nothing, I couldn’t catch even one of them. I don’t know what have happened? It’s the presentation really impact me so much? Am I really such weak person. Is it stick in my throat?

Or I just take it too much to my heart? No matter what, the result is I have no moon.

2005-04
11

Vamos, Vamos

By xrspook @ 19:03:21 归类于: 烂日记

Because of the endless dream online, I had to get up at 5:45AM, and left home before 6:00AM. The sun still had behind the houses in city, the people in the street were extremly less. For a long time, I didn’t have such experience, since I left high school, that day has left me without saying goodbye. However, this feeling came to me again, a person, no feeling, vamos, vamos, the target was bus-stop and the school was far away.

"Looking at the crowded street, listening to my own heart beat…" I really want to be at that surroundings, just watch many people ups and downs, pay attention to their facial expession and their actions, happy and angry, boring and excited, however, I don’t have such time and such environment to do such thing. Every day, I must be the busy one of them. Have no won thought, finish my task, finish all the homework is the only thing in my mind.

The sky was dark, and it’s raining I really want to sleep in my bed and then surf online as I wish. Read the nwes of JEA and the world, of course, including my own blog- Mi Cielo, and my dream of website building. I was the opposite person when I am online and in real world. The part of me when online, I am so upward, and active but in fact I have little words with other an dpassive. Who knows how to change this funny situation? If two fo me can combite together, what a great!

At last, after with 226 for half an hour, I arrived at Wu Shan Apartment at 7:20AM. I got it, I wasn’t late. The physic experiment was smooth as the first time, and even be smoother than the first one. Just made some data, and then take a mark, that’s all. It’s much easier than the chemical one, so sometimes, physic is the easiest thing in the world, you don’t understand any principe of it, however, you can do it our without a hitch.

Too tired of me, so I fell asleep in the noon, and still be too tired when having physic classes in the afternnon, so I don’t know what I have heard or learnt.

I really want to escape from such life!!!

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