我的天

The advantages of computer today are too many to count. It is changing our daily life day by day. Think about it, if we live without computer, what will happen? It's known to all, our classes are using computer and other media. Without computer, the teachers must shout to us evevry class, and they must use chalk, you know, the dust of chalk is not good for all of us. Computer let us learn easily and activity, it's convenient for us to study.

Such is human nature, that all of us want to be lazy. Because of the same thought, the world is developing. If you can go to a place by car, will you still on foot? Auto eletric machine changes our life, and all of these we must thank to the develpoed of computer. Our life become more and more convenient, that's the meritorious deers of computer. Without computer, the factories have to break down, and the mordern technical industry won't come out!

Can you live without computer? The computer and internet have become an important part of our life. Take me as example, I have my own website, and every weekend I will go home and write a lot of essays on it. I can let many people to read my arcticles and share my feeling. Without computer, must I write to some media and endless waiting their publication? At the same time, we can learn a lot from computer, all kinds of information can be searched easily. We just need to do some easy operation, instead of losing ourselves in books's ocean to find what we need! In my opinion, till now, computer s the fastest way to find information.

Computer also let us communicate more often. QQ, MSN message, Yahoo message, I think you guys won't feel strange to them. They almost become a unbreakable part of your computer life. But have you realize, till you start your QQ life, you have communincated many more than before? Without visual barrier, you can easily start your comversation with strangers. Do you know your skill of communication have improved? Because of computer, we can make our friendship over continent and ocean, I have a spanish friend, that's because of internet and computer.

Computer is very patient. He will obey all your orders, without complain anything. Through all kinds of sofeware we also cna develop our various porfessinal skills.

From computer, we can enhance our self-cognition, and the operation exchange with it also help us to develop confidence. It makes us understand a lot from the world.

After all, to computers advantage, can you negative anymore?!

一觉醒来，感觉很好，疼的地方不疼，累的人不累，是一个出游的好时机。通宵的电脑，eMule已经完全下载2个文件，分别是Anita, no te rajes的Capítulo 51&5，不过两个.rar文件都是下载完毕，但是Part文件状态为：磁盘空间不足，因此无论如何都接受不到文件，我都不知如何是好。今天早上已经试过关掉重开eMule N次，但并不能解决问题，直到现在问题都是没有解决。肉到嘴边就是吃不了，好郁闷。

今天一心想去买“无机与分析化学（高等教育出版社）”的参考书，实在顶不顺没有帮助地学这无机与分析化学。但是找到我要死都找不到，所有的都是有一大堆各种版本的高数（同济5版）参考书，其它的的就是一大堆的电脑、经管、医学方面的书。想找化学都很难，即使看到的也是寥寥几本有机化学（不知是什么版本）。找到有一个铺位有很多高等教育出版社书，一看就知道是我的课本，红红绿绿，红的都是电和机械方面的，很高兴看到我的无机与分析化学的教科书，但一问之下，原来她没有卖它的参考书的，看她的样子好像其它都有，就是不进我要找的书，真气死。看到马上就要成功了，却原来扑个空。

被NCE的单词让我产生了对看它的第三册DEVELOPING SKILLS的欲望，就顺便买了本旧版的，原价才9.70元，8折后只需7.60元，如果要买新版的肯定要二，三十，而且旧版的更容易携带，只是纸质较难看，没关系啦。也终于买了浙江文艺出版社J.M.库切系列的最后一本落下的《彼得堡的大师》

 ，到此为止，终于买全了。我已经爱上了库切和浙江文艺出版社，这个出版社的书都比较奇怪，特别，别人肯定没有，不象译文或译林出版社那样只会出一些经典的人人都知道的很滥的经典。浙江文艺出版社出的都是一些当代或现代的作家，那些家喻户晓的东西，它大都不会出，这就是我喜欢它的原因。而且它的书更新速度快，每年都几乎有新书出版，跟上时代的速度很重要，出不同类型的书也很重要，它都做到了。但它出的书可能不会被一些人喜欢，但有自己的特色，我十分欣赏它，我会一直支持的。

结果要买的没有买，没打算买的买了2本，这就是“有心栽花花不成，无心插柳柳成荫”，有些东西是强求不来的。我的唯一希望是购书中心，但那里人流量那么大，有也会随时没有，看来我又要望天打卦了。

还记得当年小的时候写作文的痛苦经历。每篇东东都要起稿，然后经过妈妈的审阅，然后经过修改抄正，再次审阅，重复几次，然后方可抄正，我的天！痛苦死了。每次的作文来了都头痛得要死，因为根本没有任何材料可写，身边千千万万的事在身边溜走，但我视而不见。况且我从小就不喜欢抄别人的东西，即使是写作小册子归纳的描写词句我都不爱“参考”，我觉得参考了就是抄别人的东西，不诚实。在这样一个母亲和这样的性格之下，我的写作一直处在痛苦之中。

blog,真的感谢你，你给了我一个发展的空间，一个展示的平台！

Can you believe how bad luck I was today? I hurt many times in a day.

At the very beginning, it's not so bad. The chemistry classes I could hear very earnest, because I had finished all the chemistry homework, can you believe it almost cost me "6 or 7 hours"! How I would not know the subject very well. All the things the teacher said I was very clear. I knew what did her mean. For a long time, I knew the chemistry lessons clearly again. It's so great! If I were clear at the very beginning maybe I wouldn't have do my homework so painful.

The English classes were also very happy. The Viewing, Listening& Speaking classes, I was enjoying all the time. Because I had preview very well, and the new words were not very difficult, and the topic was convenient to me. I found the teacher stare at me for several times. The reasons were that I was the only one who answered her questions. Others kept silent, I didn't know whether they knew or not. I could make teacher notice me, that feeling was so good.

The physical pain began in the P.E. classes. Today was tennis test day. The content of the test was one person stood at the half of playground and threw the balls to the other who stood at the bottom line (the person was testing); she must beat the ball to the "good area" at the other side. And she must beat six ball continually, so she would pass, but it didn't mean she had got a good mark, it just show she was up to the minimum standard. My partner was the people who had test in front of me, so I first threw the balls for her. (I must throw 10 balls; the fourth at the beginning were just for practice.)

And when I finished throwing and went back to carry my pat to start my test. I hit at a rotor of a pillar heavily on my leg. It's so painful, because I run again it in a high speed, but I had to start my test. So bad luck I was. In this situation, I started my test. At that time, I felt nothing, maybe I was too enjoying. But the bad luck just started. I couldn't see the bottom line at the other side, because the sun was shining so brightly. And the only thing I remembered was that I beat my ninth ball very far away. I didn't have confident to check my mark. In my opinion, it's so poor. After that I continued my practice. At end of the P.E. classes, the teacher scolded at all of us, he said we could do better, but we didn't, so we must have our test again next week. Although I had pass, I got the second in the 40 people class, despite I must have my test again.

My leg used to be very thick, and "today's hit" made it became much thicker, and a bruise came out, though it was abnormality for me to have a bruise. That's the cost of getting the second place. I have never hurt myself for a long time.

Why me? So bad luck today! Why me! Though I had passed, yet I paid a pain for it, I don't think it's worthy.

从前的日子总是家长、学校逼学生，你别无选择，每天天未亮就出门口，天黑都没回到家。一天7-8节课，每节40分钟，间断为10分钟，什么时候吃早餐，午餐，午觉都被限得死死的。没有半点自由可言，日复一日相同的事，但从前的我却没有产生任何的抗拒，也没有烦厌的感觉，因为我别无选择。因为我当时太childish？不成熟？没有为自己着想？还是因为我根本没有为自己着想的时间？

如今我有上午10：00才开始上的课，我可以8点多甚至9点才起床，但为什么我那么多怨言？对老师我以前是无欲无求，但如今我则诸多挑剔，因为老师一点点的误差，我会耿耿于怀。因为当时教我的只是普通师范出来的大专生？而如今则是来自五湖四海，经过过五关斩六将而幸存的“高材”研究生甚至教授？不对他们严格对谁严格？他们也有如此多的“问题”如何叫我们完美啊！

毛论的课真的是越来越“非洲和尚——黑人‘僧’”。听到毛XX我就不想听下去了。对毛XX本来就不喜欢，还要接受一大堆他的东西，真的顶不顺。以前都觉得挺有趣的东西都变得平淡无味甚至觉得讨厌，看见就心烦。不知是教材编排得太烂了还是别的，反正一点都吸引不了我。我心烦得死，况且今天的电脑也坏了，于是老师就用他那“一点儿”的声音，写着他那“一丁点”的字讲课，我半句没听，一直在用心记英语单词。以前我最不喜欢就是记单词，看了就悃，但如今我则很有兴趣，特别看着一大堆的单词会令我联想到很多很多。时间真的可以彻底地改变一个人。一个人的兴趣，一个人的情绪，一个人的理想，一个人的心境……太多太多……

Time will go on, a lot change completely, but some never fade. The true  love, love friends, love relatives and maybe love partner. I can’t forget the beautiful or painful things happened in the pass. Though the sun and moon rise and down, the memory in the old place as they used to  be. They don’t like all the media will disappear because of all kinds of unthinkable reasons. It makes me think about a song “友共情”——时光可变，世界可变，人情亦许多都变迁，友共情，不变，那种真找不到缺点；你我再次相见， 随年和月身心虽耗损，友共情难扭转，心内那热暖还是纯真，未变……

一首小学时代的歌，我依然深深的留在心中，只要是对的，我会坚持直到永远。一个无心向学的学生写下了一篇“回忆”的呼唤。