我的天

使用了eMule那么久，今天第一次看到它的威力。

使用eMule已经好长一段时间，以前一直是慢得要死，总下载量基本是“0.0”，开始的时候更恐怖，上存量也是“0.0”，慢慢的，上存大了，比下载大好多好多，下载是“0.0”上存却是“15.0”心理真的好不平衡。不平衡归不平衡，还是要下载，于是硬着头皮，不断对自己说“人人为我，我为人人，不付出，没收获，我要为人民服务”。常常通宵一晚或者连续12个小时，下载量才10多MB，上存量却几百MB。幸好我是不限时的包月宽带，我还有硬撑下去的本钱。

昨晚，即今天早上，我什么网都不上，只开eMule，然后在打日记，不时看看，不看不知道，一看吓一跳，居然下载比上存大，上存才10多KB，下载却20多KB，这是我从来没见过的。然后最高的时候居然达到总下载量40KB（这只是我看到的，看不到的还不知道），而上存量依然是20多KB，我高兴得几乎惊叫。我是80多个文件同时下载，虽然每个速度都不大，但“星星之火，可以燎原”。最厉害的是单个文件下载速度达到17.8KB/S。我的eMule真的充电了，真的拉起来了，高兴的无法形容。

好事不断，Telemundo的信号也特别好，它的Telemundo Feedroom的信号好得无法形容。我一向是用URLSnooper和影音传送带下载的，以前得到的信号一向是没有额定大小的流体文件，到底下完没有根本不知道，信号好得时候就多一点，信号不好的时候就每个文件几十KB，对于视频文件，虽然是.asf，但也只能维持一个镜头。今天情况则完全不同，下载的信息全是知道大小的文件，而且速度快而稳定，看着下载的进度条都是满的心情舒畅，可以说，只要探测到的资料都可以很快地下载。于是很快就搞定我要的东西。

其实这一切也是有一定原因的。首先是星期五晚星期六的凌晨，上网的人不多，而且是速度最高的早上3、4点，速度就更不用说。至于eMule方面，因为我服务的人多了，排名也前了，所以得到的资源就多，排队就可以快。但最可恶的是我用的“长城宽带”可能如果长期不操作电脑就会自动断线，因为几乎近些日子每次我早上起来它都断线了，实在太可恶了。又或许是因为早上长宽的用户多把我的线占了，又或许有人用自私的映射端口，映射端口这种损人利己的东西我是不会用的！最终的结果就是我这个良民的线断了，无奈。

好事已经如此多，我也不奢望更多的好运。容易满足的人会生活得很快乐。

希望我的eMule继续能够“电”（颠）下去！！！！！还有我下载的东西之所以这么困难，不是我设置的技巧很有问题，而是我下载的都是外国资源，而且是西班牙语的，共享的人远不如中国人热门的偶像剧和漫画那么多，况且又有时差，最重要的是中国的网络一定百般阻拦，即使外国快得会飞的东西来到中国也只能慢如蜗牛。所以我说了以上那些话不是因为我烂，而是因为形势所逼，我已经很努力了！

写完这东西我又要回去被风沙包围的“五山学生公寓”。又不能上网了，又要等下个星期，下星期又要红会培训，只有星期六才能回家。下星期一还有高数中段考，还没准备好，高兴之后的我好郁闷啊！！！！

一个星期不见电脑，看见别人拿着“C语言”的课本去上电脑课，我就口水直流，现在，我终于回来了。

我终于在一个星期之后，回来了。

The thing I wanted to happen didn't arise today. It's my most afraid thing-800-metre race. When I heard this new, I almost wanted to scream for too happy and also wanted to die for too disappear. The sword has two sides, the matter had two great effective on me too. In this month, the whole universities in Guangzhou are carrying the honest campaign; do you think my tennis teacher is honest? He committed we would have our 800-metre test this week, and the week before last week he also promised we would have our test in last week. He broke his words twice, how can I believe him the third? Is he not honest? He needs change?

Today, I think my tennis teacher praised me. When I hit the ball, he said some good in the other side to me. And then he came to my side and watched my show for a couple of minutes and asked me "Have you attended the tennis league?" My answer was of course not. So he said "Your movement is all right, until your pat throw in front of you, you take the pat back too fast, you must take back in this way." At the same time, he held my hand and taught me sever times in the right way. I never imagined this chance would shoot at me. At that moment, I realized my hard work got a good result at last. My extra practices let me reach my goal! Thought now I am still not very perfect, yet I get a prize instead of a shout, that means a success. While this kind of success is not my first aid, yet it maybe the first step of my great dream. Life is not easy for any of us; we must work hard everyday. A step can't reach the sky. The ways leading to dream are full of difficulty. ¡xrspook no te rajes! The great success will come to you one day.

In the English classes, we translated Chinese into English. The teacher taught us some skills. At that moment, I knew my English was so poor, the sentences I could translate, but all in a very ugly ways. The sentence has great Chinese feeling, not a native English, also not a normal English. The English has a strong own manner, the manner just myself can confer, also it means it's a wrong one. And from next week, all of us will have to stand on the platform to have our own topic. Topic, topic, topic, I hate it! In high school I met too many that thing. Although this time our content of our presentation is design by us, I don't like it either.

Every other day I write an English daily, is it enough?

今天的日子乱成一团。首先是因为昨晚的突然停电，从晚上7多停到晚上11：30，所有的节奏全都被打乱。幸好已经洗澡洗衣写日记，正在做实验报告，记过令我当天的作业不可当天完成，可恶！没电即没水，一个宿舍4个人围着不断地吃东西，足足吃了1个小时，然后我去睡觉，她们不得不开手电赶今天要交的“毛论”。

今天的噩梦从高数开始，下星期的今天即星期三就要考前3章，是其中考，昨天的英语，明天的800米，下星期的高数，这段日子好苦闷。高数可是几乎一点不会，每次作业都是在“参考”的帮助下完成的，只剩下一个星期，怎么补。三章书啊！180多页，几乎等于以前的一整本数学书了，况且数学这东西不是背了就行了，还要理解，但我现在连背都不会，如何去灵活运用地做啊！

郁闷的事情远不止这件，还有下午的专业概论，要写关于这个专业的看法。论据是专业概论讲的几堂课的内容。但我一点笔记都没有做啊！我还以为不用考试，上的那些课也没什么好考的，没有规范的教材，谁知它却要以这样一篇东西结束这个课程。每次上课我都是在半睡半醒的状态下进行，我真不知该如何写。要写1500字绝对不是问题，但现在我连写的中心话题也不明确。

晚上，郁闷的事情仍然在继续，搞什么“联谊”。与林学院的木材与工程（家具设计方向），有是“XX与工程”，有3个字是相同的，但实际上却没半点联系。一堆人就分成几个小组，6、7人围成圈，中间放一根蜡烛，然后开始所谓“联谊”。话匣子一向很难打开，这次也不例外。在室外吹着风，人很冷，但场面的气氛比人的体温还要低。最终是几个游戏打破了这种局面，但我还是投入不了。快乐是他们的，我什么也没有。脑子里一片空白，什么念头也没有，什么想法都不存在。

郁闷啊！为什么日记可以如此郁闷。最好笑的居然是“毛论”的男老师（唯一在教室上课的男老师），他昨天穿今天这件衣服，没有换，但那件是T-shirt，难道与他是山西人有关（不常换衣服），更搞笑的是他前几周（从一开学）就穿着同一套衣服，于是我们就据此预测冬天他会一直穿这件黑色的衣服（嘿嘿）。老师老穿同样的衣服也让人好郁闷啊！

So much embarrass courses endless upset!!!

Today I have my first really test in South China Agriculture University. It’s an English quiz. The first study’s test I can say, I failed.

The mark is not good at all. I haven’t imagined I would get such a result. I am upset. Maybe I am the hardest one in my room (in this subject), but the result is the third, it means the second on upside down.

I can’ complain anyone or anything. The mark showed my real level. I had done my best to recite the new words and phrase expressions by heart. I am sure, just except a couple of words; I had recited all the words skilled. And at this time, I proved a sentence said by “Longge” -“Don’t hope the things you don’t know won’t appear in the test paper, or you must fail.” I failed at this point. I don’t know clearly the meaning of “allow for”, but it appeared. I promise I will make everything clearly; it’s unworthy failing in such situation.

I will recite the new words and phrases when the unit is learning; I won’t just a few days before the test start my reciting, never!

The weak point of mine is my translation. No matter Chinese to English or English to Chinese. But all this sentences of translation came from my textbook. I swear I won’t miss a half in future. Recite some meaningful and powerful sentences. But the Chinese I have no idea to do them well, my Chinese is so poor, how can I do well in it? Though in these test paper, the correcting person wasn’t very Justin to me. So my achievement is just 1.5 point lower than the highest one in my room. Or you can say is not a distant. But my aid is not her, but all the classmates in my class, all the students in SCAU, all the people in Guangzhou. I must the best so I can let my dream come true. 72.5 can’t satisfy me forever!!! Do I just have that power?

When the test paper sent out to me, I couldn’t believe the true, though in English class I had known my achievement would be more or less, but the others marks really startled at me. I am not the best and also nor the worse, but this time, I can’t stand!!! I can fail in other subjects, but English, I can’t fail a little, and I must the best, if I must go to foreign country. If I can’t learn a foreign language well, how can I be good at another one?

It’s time for me to do my best in English!!! Maybe half an hours ago I didn’t feel well, but from this second, I will change the upset and angry into my energy, become a powerful man. (Daily is a place to let me speak up, let me relax, what a great thing!)