我的天

Terrible me! Today I arrived at the classroom at 7:00 AM, at that time just two people there. There’s something wrong with me. Just like yesterday, I did some English exercises and then read “Español Moderno” read English and Español really made me very spiral during the two chemical classes. At the break of the classes I read Español, it’s really very efficient to me, so that I could put all my heart in listening to teacher.

Then I went to practice tennis. Just to find a place, it cost a lot of time. The boys who played terrible football, if I still went there had taken the best place; I just wanted to kill myself. To find a place, we attempted for several places, at last I practiced in the road of A3 and A4. Pat the ball against the wall, I had to pick and pat, just repeated the same movement. But it was still not good enough; it’s always higher or lower, the right ball just appeared 10%. But I must practiced, I didn’t want to be shouted by the tennis teacher for “You haven’t take back your tennis pat, you haven’t finish the action” or “Don’t play too energetically!” (Because it’s really dangerous, will intimidate him or others safe, all of this I have said in my earlier daily.) I must let him and others see my real power, I must give them a great show, let them jealous me! Ha! ha!

今天决定用英汉同时写blog，因为没有太多的时间说英语，只有这样。至于语法错误什么的我就不管了，管TM的。 也去了“百佳”，百佳里没花钱，出了百佳到M（Mcdonald）就花掉了17.5，吃麦辣鸡腿汉堡超级套餐，好久没吃了，一年都没吃了，可能因为华农的湘川菜的锻炼，我再也不觉得那以前劲辣的包辣了。

It’s just a start. What will happen if I write all the dailies in English?

机械制图原来感觉比画画发几何感觉好多了。画法几何就给一个图，然后上面有点，要你在另外的三视图画出，既无聊又困难，有时呆坐半小时也没有半点头绪，不会做的，你抄也不会做。

今天开始说的原来才是机械制图，以前一直在学画法几何，感觉好多了。虽然也免不了恐怖的取点，但总比对着一个圆锥、圆球、圆柱混合体来画什么相贯线好。图是复杂了，但我觉得更好玩。看到一个貌似组合体，由多个部件构成的立体图画三视图真的很好玩，很有挑战性。我知道这不是什么闹着玩的东西，但真的新鲜有趣。

但别看就几个简单的几何图形构成，画了2个作业的臭东西也画了我2个多小时。首先研究数据，然后取位，之后画底稿，老师就说一个部分一个部分来画，三个视图要同时完成一个部件，我就想怎么画就怎么画，画得顺心，不会漏就好了。检查过没有错后再用2B加深。工序就几步，但也画死人。但并不太痛苦，我反而很享受其中的乐趣，画的时候有种“专业”的感觉，自己就是专业设计师或工程师。（哈，我又发疯了：）

晚上打算去听摄影协会的讲座，晚上7：00到（讲座7：30开始），但已没有位置，无奈之下放下那个学术盖章的东西就走了。（这样做是不是很不好？没办法，形势所逼嘛！）然后直到10：15才把图画完。（回来洗澡后已经9：00）中午的高数做的什么“高阶导数”、“隐函数”导得我晕头转向，18道题做了2个多小时，我真的……

终于做完了一天的作业。祝自己“万圣节快乐”。不过没人扮鬼吓我，哎！

曾经想成为一个演员，因为可以扮演很多在实际生活中不可同时做到的角色，但要当一名好演员真的好难。

就拿自己为例吧，曾经演过《茶馆》里面的康大叔，是个大粗人，说话要粗声粗气，这本对我不难，但要说话和动作都同时做到那种效果，真的挺有难度。当时只有几句台词，但也背得我要生要死，记不住词，都不知道是顾身体动作还是口里的语言又还是面部表情，反正一团糟。最后还是成功了，谁想到一个女生可以演如此一个大老粗的角色。

但这仅仅是当专业演员遇到的很皮毛的问题。更大的问题应该是无法想象的工作量。今天在Anita, no te rajes的英文论坛那里看到了一则讨论JEA戴眼镜的问题。显然，JEA有近视，而且可能是深度的，因为他的采访没有一个是不戴眼镜的，但他在Anita, no te rajes里面却要扮演一个不戴眼镜的Eduardo,所以只能戴隐形眼镜。戴眼镜的人不戴眼镜是种痛苦，我自己就是一个活生生的例子。于是人们就说JEA在工作之余一定会戴普通的眼镜来舒缓疲劳，而这就是重点“工作之余”，是在每天工作16、17个小时之余，我想没有一个职业要每天工作16、17个小时吧，太恐怖了！这样的工作，专业演员们还能有能力背老长的台词？还记得很久很久以前，在拍完Yo soy Betty, la Fea之后有人问JEA最想干什么，他会选择睡觉，因为他说他3天共睡了3小时，人还要活吗？在这种超级脑缺氧的情况下还能表演出合适剧情的东西吗？还能装得很精神？很快乐？很享受？我觉得如果在那种情况下，我不原地晕倒已经是奇迹了。

身为主角，工作量更大。由于可以兼做导演，摄影导演，工作量更大。拍的是喜剧，一天到晚都要做好笑的表情、动作或说语言使大家快乐，而自己却承受痛苦，当演员，难啊！这可不可以说是让别人的快乐建立在自己的痛苦之上呢？外加一点，就是拉美的电视剧还喜欢用老长老长的对白和极多的XX镜头，人在疲劳的情况下，如何完成啊！

The most things I can't bear is that the College of Food and Science can't allow all the freshman to bring computer the first year. What rule is that! How can they do so! Because they afraid the freshman can't control them will lose their heart in surf online or play computer games. But even though the freshman can't control, will they affirm the old students can control? How funny this answer is! Even in Senior Three, I still surf online, but now my life is …

After Final Examination, I used to write my dairy online. Everyday whatever it is difficult, I will stick to write. A lot of student do that, that kind of thing called "blog"(a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies; a daily written record of (usually personal) experiences and observations), when I start my first essay I had swear to myself, I must continual to do this, no matter how difficulty I met. I don't want to break my commitment, eat my words! But the real life tell me, you can't! Every weekend I have to go home and type my dailies into computer, I have to type five passage or more! Terrible! How much time I have to spend! And how boring it is! But if I do it everyday, I just need to use 15 minutes. The big problem is that I have no computer. When I didn't start my blog, I didn't like writing or communicating at all. But now, because of blog, I completely changed. Now my blog has more than 200 essays, all of that narrate my colorful life. That's my valuable memory. It evidence my grown up. If I still do it all my life, think about it, after 30 years or more, I pick it up and review, what feeling I will have? Or you will say, just a daily, why not just write in papers? Because write them on blog, your experience can share with many more people. Sharing your life with other, isn't good? And your experiences maybe really can help others, your knowledge need us to share. If we know share, our life will become more comfortable.

The thing I can't bear is that, why the South China Agricultural University must separate the web in China and in foreign countries? If I want to surf the web of foreign country I have to have special request, and have to pay more, why? Internet, what's the meaning of Internet? (Internet [the meaning from Oxford Advanced Learner's English-Chinese Dictionary-Extended fourth edition]: international computer network, which consist of a large number of individual computers and computer systems, connected by telecommunications circuits.国际互联网，因特网) But in our school, can it be international? Some people said the students in South China Agricultural University are old style person. Now maybe I know the reason. Because of too less chances to communicate with the world. Even we are agricultural school, but why can't we change the "Tu Bao Zi" called? I think the first step we must change the thought of the leading group.

Though I just a girl, and my course is Food and Science. I am still be eager to have computer and can surf in foreign website. It just a little request why not comes true??? I am an adult, but why not believe me??? The entire computer projects just become a cat with gloves. In a word, it broke my heart.

相比电脑的电子图书，我更爱有纸和油墨味的书。给我一种真实感，一种历史的感觉，一种特殊的气氛。同时，看着自己书柜的书籍在增加也是一种乐趣，所以我为书狂。