2004-10
21

Can't Bear Any More

By xrspook @ 3:06:27 归类于: 烂日记

无论我如何努力,我都无法使自己在上午第一、二堂的化学课专心听讲,又或许说我只可以对抗眼悃或即使不对抗,精神的时候也无法全神贯注。我一直以为是我个人的问题,但事实上问题是多种多样的。除了我个人因素,还有课程的问题,学的全是关于化学计算的理论的问题,一堂课上的新概念几乎是初高中一本书那么多的新概念,我的天!!然后每节课都像天书一般。老师的课件PowerPoint更是深奥几倍,一堂课就在新概念的认识积累运用中度过,一头冒水。我从没有过如此的抗拒心理,对任何科目都没有过,但现在真的对无机及分析化学产生了“抗(抗拒)体”。

同时不可忍受的还有英语老师,对老师强烈美式口音不可忍受。因为我是学西文的,所以对[a:]这个音特别关注。blast这个单词她却一直读为[blæst],最不喜欢就是这样虽然我知道美国人一定会把can’t[ka:nt]读成[kænt],但我依然对这十分抗拒。还有就是她把所有的opportunity, activity的ty都读成[tei]。更恐怖的是一边在教育同学们读thorough的[θ]要把舌头伸出来再缩回去,不要读成[s],但她自己读thing的时候却全部读成[si],超级错误,不可原谅的错误,犯了北方人英语的重要通病。这也许也可以让我安慰一下自己,听不到她说什么也是有一定理由的,因为她根本不准。

每次看到英语老师就有一种想在她面前大声说一两句西文的冲动,比如对着她喊一句¡Hola!或者来一个单词participate[partiθˋpante](西文读音,英文是[pa:ˋtisipeit])。我顶不顺她的英文,我也要她顶不顺我的西文!

2004-10
20

1日8节课

By xrspook @ 3:04:43 归类于: 烂日记

1日8节课,每节课45分钟,全部上正课。2节机械制图,2节高数,2节毛论,2节专业概论,加起来上课的总时间比以前的任何一次上课都多,这就是大学,看上去自由,实际上难受。从上午8:00上到中午11:40,从下午2:30上到傍晚5:50,还要为了好位置,容易看听而不至于睡觉的位置而提早超过半个多小时去“霸位”,中小学哪有这么“自愿的折磨”啊!大学生,要忍受的困难也“大”,而随着阅历的增长,我的“火气”对事情的不满也越来越“大”。

机械制图果然既好玩而自己也容易被“玩”。上课老师画的时候我清清楚楚明明白白,一到自己画,没任何帮助就要搅尽脑汁,前思后想,那本教科书只是废物,一点用都没有,最简单的它有,我不会的它就一点也没有。机械制图这门课应该课时更多一些,让学生在课上有实操的机会,这就不用我在做作业时苦苦思索了。

中午去交相片,但并不像预期那样,我没做“superstar”。

下午开始第一次专业概论,让学校资深的老师教授。今天的是刘欣,讲的是“食品添加剂”。果然我以前的许许多多认识和看法都是错的,有数不尽的误解。虽然只是接触到皮毛到不能再皮毛的东西,不过真的很有收获。食品工程仿佛真的专业化地呈现在我面前,虽然要面对的新知识和困难似乎无边无际,但我真的有种读了那么久的书终于可以有用于实践的感觉了。

1日8节课,今天初开始。

2004-10
19

浪费一晚上

By xrspook @ 2:30:40 归类于: 烂日记

英语课上,是视听书教材,我的听力真的果然100%超有问题,好象所有内容和重点都捉不到,我的天!很久很久都没有如此恐怖的感觉。单词记不起来不在话下,越是专注就越分神,无法听到专注的在讲什么,what’s wrong?

主角是晚上的学生会和分团委面试,足足呆坐2个半小时,然后才轮到我们班。我班共33人,有30人参加面试,绝对的积极分子,而且那个可恶的助班还没有做过任何的宣传和动员。结果是食工有5个班,1、2、4、5班的都面试完了,就我们班排在最后。晚上7:00开始面试,面试完的时间是晚上差4分钟10点,没有了3个小时,一个晚上,就浪费在无边无际的等待之中,昨天还好,等也有个内容,但今天就只是发呆。

到面试的时候人已经没有半点头绪,丝毫没有激情,惟有的是滔滔不绝的怨恨。首先是自我介绍,然后是回答我的最大缺点是什么,我一点没有紧张,但是就是脑子里一片空白,然后语无伦次,老是重复同一个观点,同一句话,简直就是废话之中的废话。面完之后就马上冲到红十字会交费和相片。交费交相片不是人人都可以的,8000多新生,只招300多,我宿舍4人全进了,我班也只有5人进去,不知我们是什么特别优秀,好运气啊!如果红十字会的的课程通过考核,2个任选学分就进袋了。

回公寓后的经历更神奇,又是当我不在的时候,在冲凉的时候,摄影协会的人又打电话来催促我交相片,是“”!!!其余3个室友似乎成了我的陪衬。因为摄影协会的一个姓“丁”的师兄看过我的自我介绍后对我十分感兴趣,偏偏星期天我又没去面试,他“好”失望。我的妈啊!怎么会这样?!!!

风回路转的一日过去,明天,我会成为主角吗?

2004-10
18

0.2分的代价

By xrspook @ 2:21:14 归类于: 烂日记

0.2分是个什么概念?错一题扣的就远不止0.2分,连0.5分对我来说很长的一段时间内也变得微不足道,更何况区区的0.2分。

偏偏就在今天,为了0.2分,真的用尽了心思。体力上付出极大。晚上5:50上玩最后一节课,然后就马上吃饭,然后同宿舍的3人去义工协会面试,而我就在宿舍等待。6:50电话来了、,经过一番寻人般的汇合,终于在7:00开始出发去校本区的活动中心。

一向去那里至少也要40分钟,但有0.2分的讲座,7:30开始,只好也不知怎样加快脚步,反正是流星大步再加闪电步速,去那地方只用了20分钟,奇迹啊!那里的大门还没关上,兴奋啊!但当我进入会场,我就由天堂掉进了地狱。我的确是进入了会场,但离门口不远,很挤很挤地站在那里,里面坐满了人不在话下,场边包括过道和门口都站满了人。开始来的目的就是0.2个学分,而且打算拿着军事考试的题目过来,有空就看看或者睡觉。现在不但没有得看,连站也成问题。讲座听说是2小时,我就一直一边耳朵插着耳塞听MP3,另一只就听她说话,一站就是2个半小时,原来讲座是从7:30到10:00PM。收获当然谈不上,更多的是怨言。“经营自我,走向成功”主要江的是如何找工作和面试,主讲是华农的校友杨宇丹,是广州保洁公司人力资源部的高级经理,但我根本一点心情都没有。

出门口拿那个0.2分的章更是恐怖,不自愿就被涌出去了,出去后几有人在你手中塞一张0.5×2cm的纸条,那就是盖章,那就是0.2个创新学分。

回到公寓已经11:10,现在已经是12:50,衣服还没洗好,功课一点没做,这就是0.2分的代价。我还有多少个0.2分???

2004-10
17

Chatting Online-My Most Rewarding Experience(publish on weekend)

By xrspook @ 11:54:00 归类于: 想当年的作业

Whether you will believe or not, my first experience of online chatting was very magic. I won’t forget it all of my life, and I will very proud of that, though maybe it was really very funny.
I don’t know Spanish, and the people chatted with me don’t know English. She is in Zaragoza, Spain. We both had to use translate machine, I translated English into Spanish, and she did the opposite thing. Though it really very discommodious, we had the same habit. So the language wasn’t a problem at all. On the contrary, it became a bridge to link us together. MSN Message is a live chatting machine, but China and Spain have different time zone, and is 6 hours. So I had to get up 4 o’clock in morning to meet my friends.

Maybe this chatting was really a hart work, but I am worth to do that, from which I reap a lot. The most rewarding was that I could talk with new people naturally. At first, I still had a little nervous. The live chatting machine required me reaction at once, or I will miss a lot, so I had no time to be nervous. English is not my native language, but I must use it freely to express my thought, it was not easy.

Secondly, chatting online made me brave. Whether the words and the sentences are right or wrong, at the very beginning you have to write, and let others know. In my opinion, grammars are not important things, if you write the things by heart, other will know them. Of course, if you just what to practice your language, you have to use it very carefully, but I think many people chatting online just share their feeling and thought. If your words can move people and let them make a resonance, that’s enough.

Thirdly, this kind of chatting let us open our eyes to see the whole world, from which we can learn a lot of things that we can’t reap from books or TV. The problem of geography distance solve immediately. Some years ago, if some ask me online chatting is a good thing or a bad thing, I would answer it without thing- bad thing, because at that time I just could see if people online chatting they wouldn’t chatting face to face. Face to the cold computer instead of bloody person, the relation will become farer and farer. But after I begin my online chatting, I changed my thought completely. Think about it, if online chatting do not exist, how can I talk with my Spanish friend, how I can make such a friend. Am I really had to write letters? But how can we get in touch for the first time? How I will know there is a person in the other part of the world has the same habit as me? All these convenience are brought from online chatting. At the same time, we have to have self-control; we can’t use online chatting instead of our really face-to-face chatting.

That is all my experience of online chatting.

© 2004 - 2024 我的天 | Theme by xrspook | Power by WordPress