我的天

Today it’s the last class ob English before its mid examintaion. The teacher paid no attention to that thing as if nothig wouild happen. It’s not sigificance to her at all, I know, but it’s a knot in my stomach instead. The difficulty of presentation has passed, however, another abstruct is coming. Why the road of English is always full of ups and downs!?

The examination effected all the students there, no one can focus themselves in listening her classes. ANd the poor thing was her classes stand still, nothign has been improved. We had gotten so many things from them, and we are changing now, why it stand still.

I have forgotten from what, she talked about New Concept, and she still remembered one of her students read the New Concept all along, and his/her articles wer just like written by foreigners. His/Her  articles were smooth and the joins of two sentences were so perfect. At that time, I thought about myself. I write the diaries in English everyday(just in working days). And now my essays writting in English are so easy to me, without think it in a minutes or two, I can write an essay, and while I wrote it, I can think out the next thing at the same thing. Maybe, I can say I have nothing in my brain, however, I cna write it down while I need to.

Did that student do this? Did he/she write in English everyday? I think not. At the same time, there’s no doulbe of that he/she can think a problem in English unconsciously. And that level , I personaly think, even the teacher can’t do that. That’s why she’s so excited when read the student’s articles. If you want to write an essay in foreigners’ way, you must read a lot which write by them, and at the same time, yiou must try it ou, let the ghouth comine with your real life. The idea in the book just show the author thought, whereas, you must do it yourself, try it out.

I miss the first step, and now I’m doing the step two. I have no time to finish the step one, the fertile, abundant reading means nothing to me, because of time limited.

I have my own style. I write all the things in English, it doesn’t mean I want to show off my poor level. I do it because the limited situation. You lke it or not is your choice, but that’s my own style!!!