我的天

Today, I had my computer test (operation), so I didn’t use the computer to type my diaries and send them to my blog this morning. That’s my private things, I could do it later, and operate test is the main role of today, however, the mark of it was just a consult materials. No matter what will be, I will do my best.

Unfortunately, I was bad luck today, I chose a very difficult test, it’s much more difficult than the test which I did last week. Stick on it, don’t give up, I said to myself at the very beginning. The God asked you to do it, you can’t flee, you can’t escape, you have to learn to know how to adjust to.

Your fate often kids you. When I paid all my heart in doing that, I forgot everything, including the physical unpleasure. I met problems again and again, I think, I never met so many problems before. And I know, how ignorane I was, I didn’t know how to do this easy thing. Before his, I thought I was not so bad at computer operation, at least in the fields of Windows, Word, Excel and PowePoint, however, this time, it really taught me a good lesson. I still need to work hard at them, I’m just a nobody, just as a child at the adults’ world. I can’t laugh at my teachers at university, because I am also a stupid when I face the computer.

When I encountered the test this time, I felt a little nervous, especially when I didn’t know how to do next. It’s a very unnormal situation to me at computer operation. I lost ll my self-confidence. I always looked computer as my good friends, and it helped me all the time, but at that time, I realized, in fact, I didn’t know my good friend very much, maybe we still have some "gaps". We can’t combinate into one body, that’s why I had no confidence, and felt nervous.

At last, after 100 minutes struggled, I got a mark about 73. I can’t be content to that mark, but my teacher said I was the best one she had known. Why I still can’t satisfy? 73, that’s enough? Though that’s because some problem of the net (exterior problem), yet I could do better. I passed, someone said I was very fortune, but, I’m afraid not!