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The advantages of computer today are too many to count. It is changing our daily life day by day. Think about it, if we live without computer, what will happen? It's known to all, our classes are using computer and other media. Without computer, the teachers must shout to us evevry class, and they must use chalk, you know, the dust of chalk is not good for all of us. Computer let us learn easily and activity, it's convenient for us to study.

Such is human nature, that all of us want to be lazy. Because of the same thought, the world is developing. If you can go to a place by car, will you still on foot? Auto eletric machine changes our life, and all of these we must thank to the develpoed of computer. Our life become more and more convenient, that's the meritorious deers of computer. Without computer, the factories have to break down, and the mordern technical industry won't come out!

Can you live without computer? The computer and internet have become an important part of our life. Take me as example, I have my own website, and every weekend I will go home and write a lot of essays on it. I can let many people to read my arcticles and share my feeling. Without computer, must I write to some media and endless waiting their publication? At the same time, we can learn a lot from computer, all kinds of information can be searched easily. We just need to do some easy operation, instead of losing ourselves in books's ocean to find what we need! In my opinion, till now, computer s the fastest way to find information.

Computer also let us communicate more often. QQ, MSN message, Yahoo message, I think you guys won't feel strange to them. They almost become a unbreakable part of your computer life. But have you realize, till you start your QQ life, you have communincated many more than before? Without visual barrier, you can easily start your comversation with strangers. Do you know your skill of communication have improved? Because of computer, we can make our friendship over continent and ocean, I have a spanish friend, that's because of internet and computer.

Computer is very patient. He will obey all your orders, without complain anything. Through all kinds of sofeware we also cna develop our various porfessinal skills.

From computer, we can enhance our self-cognition, and the operation exchange with it also help us to develop confidence. It makes us understand a lot from the world.

After all, to computers advantage, can you negative anymore?!

AIDS, a very serious topic. It's very necessary for us to pay more attention. But because of different kinds of problem, we can't envisage the things. I don't know why people made out that kinds of disease but they didn't have courage to accept the fact.

Because of AIDS will lead to sex, and in China, if the things touch sex, people will get away from them. They are afraid of talking about AIDS, if they do so, they will be laughed at morality. Because of their unmorality manner, so they get such thing. But the fact is far from that, AIDS's transimitions are blood and semen. The most chances in China get AIDS is blood instead of semen.

In a village, almost all the mature are infected AIDS. Because they were so poor, and the men had to went out to sell blood. And unfortuntaly, the blood trasfasion inttrument was not clear, so they got AIDS. And they went on having normal sexual life with their wifes, so their wifes had AIDS too. AIDS is a immune deficiency disease, and till now it has no drug can cure it. The adult in village died one by one, just left the old and youngs, let many of children became adopts. The village of course became more and more poor. And this was not the only case in China, many poor and developing places still have the same thing been happening.

AIDS let all the people suffer a lot. We must changed this situation, and firstwe must let people accept AIDS, clear their thoughts of AIDS must unmorality thing. People must be able to speak it bravely and then they cna pay more attention at it. Escaping is not a good way to solve this problem. The citizens must accept this thought first, and let it spread to villages, use the city around countries idea, to let all people know the problem. The problem will be solved, just after everybody know it.

Most of AIDS cases happen in develping countries, so we must pay more patient in teaching them the way to aviod AIDS. We can teach them how to be rich in a right way, and never let selling blood happen anymore. Though this solved way is hard and long, as the problem is made by ourselves, we have responsibility to solved it.

We must envisage AIDS, the people need all of us to care. Everybody pays more attention, the world will become more and more beautiful and full of home feeling.

Today I have my first really test in South China Agriculture University. It's an English quiz. The first study's test I can say I failed.

The mark is bad. I haven't imagined I would get such a result. I am upset now. Maybe I am the hardest one in my room, but te result is the third, it means the second on the upside down.

I can't complain anyone or anything. The mark show my real level. I have done my best to recite the new words and phrases & expressions by heart. I am sure, just except a couple of words, I had recite all the words skilled. And at this time, I proved a sentence said by "Longge"-"Don't hope the things you don't know won't appear in the test paper. or you must fail." (Longge is one of my math teachers) I failed at this point. I don't know clearly the meaning of "allow for", but it appeared. I promise I will make everything clearly, it's unworthy failing in such situation.

I will recite the new words and phrases when the unit is learning, I won't just a few days before the test start my reciting, never!

The weak point of mine is my translation, no matter Chinese to English or English to Chinese. But all this sentences of translation question came from my textbook. I swear I won't miss a half in future. Recite some meaningful and powerful English sentence. Though in this test paper, the correcting person isn't very justin to me. So my achievement isjust 1.5 points lower than the highest one in my room. Or you can say it isn't a distant at all. But my aid isn't her, but all the classmates in my class, all the students n SCAU, all the people in Guangzhou. I must the best so I can let my dream come true,72.5 can't satisfy me forever! Do I just have that ability? I am not the best and also not the worst, but this time, I can't stand!!! I can fail in any subjects, but English, I can't fail a little, I must the best, if I must go to foreign country. If I can't learn a foreign language well, how can I be good at another one?!

It's time for me to do my best in English!!! Maybe half an hour ago, I didn't feel well, but from this second, I will change all the upset and angry into energy, become a powerful man! (Write article is great thing to let me speak up an dto relax myself, how great it is!)

When I read the lesson "How to Make a Good Impression", I know I have many places to change. To change my action, change my attitude, change my way of speak… All the things I must change, if I want to be a succeeful man. The behavious of mine are so terrible, it means I am not polite, though I am a girl, but it seems I am just a rule man.

The biggest thing I must change is my self-centre thought. It is not exit when I was young, but as I am grown up, the lonely day became more and more, and I didn't communicate with many people. I often stay in a place, keep silence, watch others but having no words to say. Too many time of solitude made my self-centre, because at that time, I didn't need to think about others. The only thing I care is myself.

I say "I" to often! Or you can say I think about myself too often . I often just focus on my own problems. Others' things are none of m business. I complain frequentlky, because of a tiny problem I will complain all day. Because of a cloudy day, because of some meetings, because of money problem, because I don't know how to finish my homework, because… Everday, everytime, everywhere I will complain, no matter who I complain to. Maybe I just moan in a little voice, more often I yell to others. My emotion is so strange, it not only drives myself crazy but also dirives others mad. In fact, I just take serious and I am no good at showing my feeling, so I express my feeling in a volient way, but the poor thing is only my good friends know this. I can control in my heart, but I can't control my actions either, that's my problem.

This horrible habit formed when I was in middle school, because of an unforgetable basketball match. In that match my class lost, but we couldn't stand the fact, we cried and started my first complain. From then on, my complains are just like the water in Changjiang River, can't stop, and became more and more frequently.

I have two pole of my emotion: silence and complain. I think I can change this situation, but I won't. The environment stay still, how cna I change myself?

The social won't let my naughty, and I don't want to be the strangest one. The own style of life is good, but if it's too many, it means naughty or cant't be liked. Hope I can change, it's the right time for me to change.

J.M. Coetzee writes waiting for the barbariass. He is a famous writer of South Africa. Last year, he got the Nobel Prize of literature. Reading his books is by chance. Because this year some of his books were published in China widely, and I know he is not an ordinary writer, no only write some simple life and landscape, his books are all meaningful, need to be chewed.

I like the Colombia writer Garcia Marquez’s books very much. One Hundred Year of Solitude is my most love book. This book has its deep, need us to chew it carefully. At first, you will feel very funny, but as the story went on, you will fall into deeply thinking, at last, you will have a strong echo in your heart, you almost feel cannot help but be sad for the hero.

Waiting for The Barbarians gives me the same feeling. The main role of the book is not the real hero, or you can say he is not the traditional hero. Though in many form and thought he is strange, he was right and stand for justice, at the same time, in some parts of him show he just a useless man, a rubbish, also you will very hate him. Because his in capable and despicable. (Sex, I think is not a very guilty thing in foreign country, at least in South Africa and Colombia, they show me that it just a human normal needing, and not be afraid to talk about it) Of course, read those books are not for those things. If use a Chinese thinking method to decide, the protagonist just a normal person, and the writer in China won’t write such a story, because they think Chinese used to super hero, and all the protagonist must perfect. But I think we need a vivid person not a dream person, a god! The writers in China can’t find out such a race problem, and they don’t want to talk about the social in fiction, I think it is a big problem.

From the book, I find a really vivid person. Though he is a very strange and has different kinds of contradiction, all his thought are most different from others (the person are written in that book).

The main ideas of that book show some social problems to us in its special way. Through the curious and pure imagine story, we don’t just see the distorted imagine world, and unthinkable person but we saw another part of our really world and maybe can see ourselves or our friends. The people are all unimaginable, but it really happens around us. The book as a mirror lets us see our world and ourselves. It’s the power of literature. A story came out are not just for amuse, let people waste their time easily, they must show some big problems, but now from directly taking punitive action against, it use its tactful way.

Waiting for The Barbarians show us the problem of civilization and barbarous. What’s civilization? Who are barbarians? Why need to wait for them? The writer did not give us a certain answer, but after reading, you will be surely hold your believe.

Because of some social problems that people can’t explain, they make out barbarians. Because of solving these barbarians they catch some innocent herdsman, put the entire criminal on them use ferocious ay punish them. For the social problem hadn’t been solved yet in such wrong way, they have to catch more innocent people to perform their duty perfunctorily. Barbarians became the representative crime. The protagonist is an administrator; also because of his strange and useless activity, he became a prisoner, and then suffers terrible beat up and unthinkable torture. At last, annihilate barbarians certainly can’t success. The armies of destroy barbarians because of plenty of nature reason (nature reasons are all made by themselves, such as desert and can’t find water). Nature and themselves broke down the unbreakable army instead of the dummy barbarians. This story didn’t have a clear ending, when I read the last sentence, the story still go on in my mind, the villages’ future and the administrator’s life. It’s made me have a very big association. I can’t forget them in a long time; I think a lot of things. The ugly part of the really world, suddenly I know the modern world terrible crisis I have duty to do something for the whole world, also I feel I’m tiny, maybe all the things I have done are do not impact anything. I want to change, but I can’t become the second protagonist.

The most moving me part is the description of the details of beating and the terrible torture. They are so real, just like the bloody things happen in front of me. All the wounds are so clear, the cause of them are descript, you almost can feel that pain. The way of J.M Coetzee descript of these things are so different from others. He uses the first person, but others usually uses the third person, the angle is so different, and make me have real feeling. I am present on the spot, become a part of the story, suffer the things, I can’t say the feeling words, but I really feel it.

J.Z Coetzee is so great! The social need such person to let us know the weak point. That’s the really “applications of literature ”, ordinary personnel to wake up from sleeping emptiness.