我的天

As days go by, no matter you like or not, the sun still up and down. The human just as the water, base on the condition and then change their shape. Maybe now, I can base on the life and have changed myself.

I don’t mean I have changed a lot, but it’s enough for me to have a new habit. The classes still 45 min/part; the making machine graphic lessons still have 4 in Monday afternoon. When the classes are over, the light of the sun has been over. I go to have supper in the moon ray. Beside the teaching buildings and our apartments, there is a big comer residence, the lights of that have been turn on. At that time, I don’t know why, I will feel very calm and dram that I am at home. Just the little ray of light makes me think a lot. I still remember, when I was a little child, I also liked to see thousands of lights from citizens’ families, which made me feel happy, especially when I was alone. I like watch human light to the stars in the sky. The stars just let me think about cold and faraway, can’t be touchable. Watching the light from houses, I will dream what will be in my future family. Will it be warm feeling? Will I be happy with my husband and child? And what will us do? Will we be Eating supper or watching TV? In my little brain, just a family can bring warm feeling.

I must control my temper, I can’t complain frequently. Now, just a tiny thing, I used to yell at people. Though it doesn’t mean I am really very angry, yet in strangers’ eyes, I must be a crazy person, and only my friends will know I just take serious, and the form of showing feeling was too violent. I am under control in my heart, but I can’t show others in action, that’s my problem.

数学课第一、二节，我又进入了朦胧状态，事实上我睡得已不少了，至少昨晚就比平时早睡了半个小时。难道因为牛奶？难道因为课室二氧化碳太多？还是因为我对咖啡已经产生了抗体？我不知道，反正一切的结果就是，我朦胧，我胡混。从小学到高中我从来就没有这恐怖的感觉，为什么？为什么大学的这种感觉就如此强烈？

我一直是个完全被潮流抛离的人，因为我不想追，不想跟。我妈也绝对不会让我做那些无谓的事。前2天，终于在“牛津高阶双解——第六版”的增补词条中发现了“blog”这个词，我居然在出词典之前就开始写blog,我这次又算不算引领潮流呢？起码在中国，我也是一个思想较早“改革开放”的人吧。

我志在四方，中国留不住我，我心已飞向世界，在世界的大潮之中我一定要做到适时而变。