我的天

Today I have my first really test in South China Agriculture University. It's an English quiz. The first study's test I can say I failed.

The mark is bad. I haven't imagined I would get such a result. I am upset now. Maybe I am the hardest one in my room, but te result is the third, it means the second on the upside down.

I can't complain anyone or anything. The mark show my real level. I have done my best to recite the new words and phrases & expressions by heart. I am sure, just except a couple of words, I had recite all the words skilled. And at this time, I proved a sentence said by "Longge"-"Don't hope the things you don't know won't appear in the test paper. or you must fail." (Longge is one of my math teachers) I failed at this point. I don't know clearly the meaning of "allow for", but it appeared. I promise I will make everything clearly, it's unworthy failing in such situation.

I will recite the new words and phrases when the unit is learning, I won't just a few days before the test start my reciting, never!

The weak point of mine is my translation, no matter Chinese to English or English to Chinese. But all this sentences of translation question came from my textbook. I swear I won't miss a half in future. Recite some meaningful and powerful English sentence. Though in this test paper, the correcting person isn't very justin to me. So my achievement isjust 1.5 points lower than the highest one in my room. Or you can say it isn't a distant at all. But my aid isn't her, but all the classmates in my class, all the students n SCAU, all the people in Guangzhou. I must the best so I can let my dream come true,72.5 can't satisfy me forever! Do I just have that ability? I am not the best and also not the worst, but this time, I can't stand!!! I can fail in any subjects, but English, I can't fail a little, I must the best, if I must go to foreign country. If I can't learn a foreign language well, how can I be good at another one?!

It's time for me to do my best in English!!! Maybe half an hour ago, I didn't feel well, but from this second, I will change all the upset and angry into energy, become a powerful man! (Write article is great thing to let me speak up an dto relax myself, how great it is!)

要玩就要玩到最尽，要静就要拿得起放得下，一向是我做人的一大宗旨。很久也没有如此尽兴，没有机会，没有时间，没有人，但今天我做到了。对上那次几乎是一年前，是上一年的元旦前高三（2）班搞的活动：吃香蕉，走格子，飞拖鞋，估歌仔，叉烧包，争凳子……一言难尽，无法忘怀。还有那次丰富的食物，班会费的消耗半点不计较。连班上最静的人也畅坏了。那晚以后就是2004，会后衷心的祝福。气温与现在差不多，我整个人热血沸腾，兴奋了好几天，我以我班为荣。

今天的感觉当然不如当年，我足足提早准备布置会场2个小时，吹了不计其数的气球。3口气吹一个气球，但我一点儿也不觉晕或不舒服。男生一定会对我这种行为感到十分吃惊，他们不会这样做，首先可能他们没有这种能力；其次，他们即使可以也不会像我如此卖力。难道我的肺活量好了吗？以前我根本没有吹这么多气球而没有异样的经验。当然，我从来没有吹过如此多的气球。一个3口之家哪里会买几百个气球，学校里更不会用人口去吹。

下午的活动叫做“最佳团日”，今天就只我一个食品学院搞。说来也搞笑，辛苦考进了university，却居然在Food & Science College，又是university又是college，搞笑啊！今天的“最佳团日”的大奖我们志在必得，因为一个学院只有一个班得大奖，并有0.2个创新学分，我们的目的当然首先是学分。

每个玩的游戏都十分讲求团队精神，没有单打独斗。除了一个一半一半的“争凳子”。传呼啦圈，二人三足转呼啦圈答问题再到二人三足踩气球，都十分讲求团队合作精神，单凭个人实力绝对解决不了问题。这与团日的团结十分吻合。唯一最大的问题是我班有2个请假，这得扣分。我班的总体是全场最好的，有没有分就要看到底那两个人有没有拖我们的后退了。

我是十分尽心尽力尽情尽兴的了，穿着统一自己设计的班服进行这种集体活动，有一种油然而生的自豪感。，班服设计通过多轮选举，是大家一致的选择。穿着它有种自豪感，骄傲。我可以大胆地说，我的班服绝对是最好的，集体荣誉感也因此强烈了许多。

这只是一个开始，相信以后的尽情尽兴机会还会陆续有来。但快乐的背后也有隐患，明天就高数中断考了，想起来背就凉了一大片。

使用了eMule那么久，今天第一次看到它的威力。

使用eMule已经好长一段时间，以前一直是慢得要死，总下载量基本是“0.0”，开始的时候更恐怖，上存量也是“0.0”，慢慢的，上存大了，比下载大好多好多，下载是“0.0”上存却是“15.0”心理真的好不平衡。不平衡归不平衡，还是要下载，于是硬着头皮，不断对自己说“人人为我，我为人人，不付出，没收获，我要为人民服务”。常常通宵一晚或者连续12个小时，下载量才10多MB，上存量却几百MB。幸好我是不限时的包月宽带，我还有硬撑下去的本钱。

昨晚，即今天早上，我什么网都不上，只开eMule，然后在打日记，不时看看，不看不知道，一看吓一跳，居然下载比上存大，上存才10多KB，下载却20多KB，这是我从来没见过的。然后最高的时候居然达到总下载量40KB（这只是我看到的，看不到的还不知道），而上存量依然是20多KB，我高兴得几乎惊叫。我是80多个文件同时下载，虽然每个速度都不大，但“星星之火，可以燎原”。最厉害的是单个文件下载速度达到17.8KB/S。我的eMule真的充电了，真的拉起来了，高兴的无法形容。

好事不断，Telemundo的信号也特别好，它的Telemundo Feedroom的信号好得无法形容。我一向是用URLSnooper和影音传送带下载的，以前得到的信号一向是没有额定大小的流体文件，到底下完没有根本不知道，信号好得时候就多一点，信号不好的时候就每个文件几十KB，对于视频文件，虽然是.asf，但也只能维持一个镜头。今天情况则完全不同，下载的信息全是知道大小的文件，而且速度快而稳定，看着下载的进度条都是满的心情舒畅，可以说，只要探测到的资料都可以很快地下载。于是很快就搞定我要的东西。

其实这一切也是有一定原因的。首先是星期五晚星期六的凌晨，上网的人不多，而且是速度最高的早上3、4点，速度就更不用说。至于eMule方面，因为我服务的人多了，排名也前了，所以得到的资源就多，排队就可以快。但最可恶的是我用的“长城宽带”可能如果长期不操作电脑就会自动断线，因为几乎近些日子每次我早上起来它都断线了，实在太可恶了。又或许是因为早上长宽的用户多把我的线占了，又或许有人用自私的映射端口，映射端口这种损人利己的东西我是不会用的！最终的结果就是我这个良民的线断了，无奈。

好事已经如此多，我也不奢望更多的好运。容易满足的人会生活得很快乐。

希望我的eMule继续能够“电”（颠）下去！！！！！还有我下载的东西之所以这么困难，不是我设置的技巧很有问题，而是我下载的都是外国资源，而且是西班牙语的，共享的人远不如中国人热门的偶像剧和漫画那么多，况且又有时差，最重要的是中国的网络一定百般阻拦，即使外国快得会飞的东西来到中国也只能慢如蜗牛。所以我说了以上那些话不是因为我烂，而是因为形势所逼，我已经很努力了！

写完这东西我又要回去被风沙包围的“五山学生公寓”。又不能上网了，又要等下个星期，下星期又要红会培训，只有星期六才能回家。下星期一还有高数中段考，还没准备好，高兴之后的我好郁闷啊！！！！

一个星期不见电脑，看见别人拿着“C语言”的课本去上电脑课，我就口水直流，现在，我终于回来了。

我终于在一个星期之后，回来了。

The thing I wanted to happen didn't arise today. It's my most afraid thing-800-metre race. When I heard this new, I almost wanted to scream for too happy and also wanted to die for too disappear. The sword has two sides, the matter had two great effective on me too. In this month, the whole universities in Guangzhou are carrying the honest campaign; do you think my tennis teacher is honest? He committed we would have our 800-metre test this week, and the week before last week he also promised we would have our test in last week. He broke his words twice, how can I believe him the third? Is he not honest? He needs change?

Today, I think my tennis teacher praised me. When I hit the ball, he said some good in the other side to me. And then he came to my side and watched my show for a couple of minutes and asked me "Have you attended the tennis league?" My answer was of course not. So he said "Your movement is all right, until your pat throw in front of you, you take the pat back too fast, you must take back in this way." At the same time, he held my hand and taught me sever times in the right way. I never imagined this chance would shoot at me. At that moment, I realized my hard work got a good result at last. My extra practices let me reach my goal! Thought now I am still not very perfect, yet I get a prize instead of a shout, that means a success. While this kind of success is not my first aid, yet it maybe the first step of my great dream. Life is not easy for any of us; we must work hard everyday. A step can't reach the sky. The ways leading to dream are full of difficulty. ¡xrspook no te rajes! The great success will come to you one day.

In the English classes, we translated Chinese into English. The teacher taught us some skills. At that moment, I knew my English was so poor, the sentences I could translate, but all in a very ugly ways. The sentence has great Chinese feeling, not a native English, also not a normal English. The English has a strong own manner, the manner just myself can confer, also it means it's a wrong one. And from next week, all of us will have to stand on the platform to have our own topic. Topic, topic, topic, I hate it! In high school I met too many that thing. Although this time our content of our presentation is design by us, I don't like it either.

Every other day I write an English daily, is it enough?