我的天

Wait for a long time, I have been nervous for about a week. The debate today, I knew I would be the debater. I have never done it before. In my middle school, there won’t be such thing, and in my high school, the golden chance won’t be to me. I knew it would be an opportunity, I would become a big show, or I would just a failer. The truth told me, I didn’t miss it.

The base chemical experiment classes seemed very smooth, but in fact, it was fail. My group finished the experiment very quickly, other couldn’t finish in such a short time, but we did. But the result was so poor, the error was so big and the teacher was a litte threaten. That’s the pay of “too quickily”. But I had do some good prepare for the debate in the afternoon, I had no time to be wasted.

The English classes began, and my heart started to become very fast, and it almost wanted to jump out of my body. After two people’s topices, I felt a little calm, for I knew I wouldn’t be the worst one today.

I was the first debater, when I started I still had a great many nervous. As the performent went on, I felt better more and more. And when I realized I could think when I spoke, I wasn’t nervous at all. But the first error couldn’t be changed, so I had to speak some spanish at last. Those spanish I wanted to say at first, because all of these were some greeting words. But the unthinkable error brought another good effect. I think it maybe “错有错着”. And at the debate I enjoyed myself very much, just saying some own opinion, no one would pay more attention at your gammer errors.

And at last, my team won. I was the best in my team. (They were all agree, not just my own opinion) After classes, I adviced the teacher to publish the article in “blog“, to my surprise, she knew nothing of “blog“. I had used “blog” for about half of year, and knew “blog” about one year. And she also asked me the Chinese name of “blog“, of course “博客“，but its Chinese name is so ugly. It’s not her wrong because fo my special situation so I knew it so early. I realized the road of promoting blog to every person is very long and hard.

The end of the daily is, the English teacher gave me two words to end up”Good performent!” And I gave back a smile. What can I do else?! It’s a good performent to other, and a great happiness to me.

“郁闷”一个从小到大都不说的词突然成为了身边的口头禅，到处任何时间任何地点都可以听到，无论是学生还是老师，郁闷成为了我们生活的真实写照。

上午高数上到一半，没电了，老师一句轻叹：“郁闷啊！“然后惹得大家哄堂大笑，但原来我们的郁闷生活才刚开始。发现XX对我的效力还是不大，鱼还是照样的钓，努力地“金睛火眼”，甚至作出自虐的事情还是阻止不了钓鱼的发生，郁闷啊！

停电了，就意味着停水，没水没电还不郁闷。饭卡又突然要交200，原来的又用不了了，以后每天都要跑到老远吃饭，五山公寓的新饭堂叫做“芷园”，我看到了就想到了“止步”了，还“圆”什么。“芷”字在我心中一直不是什么好东西，今天试业，8日开始营业，以后的日子好郁闷啊！脱离学生宿舍的饭堂，为什么学校的设计这样“土包子”呢？都是华工设计的“好方案”。

中午一直在没水没电中度过，连梦里也梦到了厕所。不知是不是下午机械制图的缘故，我梦到了我回到妈从前的工厂，熟悉的大块钢板，还有机油味，还有大榕树，当然还有那个饭堂，那个车间，那些机床……我见妈踩着一辆新颖的自行车过，就兴高采烈的叫了声“妈”，她却还我一个冷眼。不知为什么，梦中妈的工厂里开了好几个“大排挡”，但厕所都烂得要死。

下午的机械制图又要画大图，我又是画了几乎3个多小时，我们刚开始看到图的时候还惊呼难画，于是老师就找了另了一个，但更难画，于是我们就乐于接受第一个方案，老师这招“以退为进”真的十分了得。机制上了不多久就有电了，有电是件好事，但原来是我们噩梦的开始。机制画完后，天又黑了，每次画大图，我们都画得不知时候，已经6：30。

正在讨论到哪里吃饭，但一个短信过来，我们宿舍没关水龙头。别无选择，冲回宿舍。来到门口，幸好，没有水进来。进入了，已经听到隆隆的水声，冲出阳台，一个关阳台水龙头，一个关厕所水龙头，2个水龙头没关啊！开了3个多小时，开得水势很大啊！我的天！水费~~~~~~，郁闷到了极点。

明天还有英语的debate，我是第一辩论者，作开头的那个，我的演讲稿还没背，现在已经11：15PM，我的天！郁闷！

郁闷！还是郁闷！

地狱之沙又再次向我袭来，烟尘再次把我淹没，又身处与世隔绝的“土包子”之地。汽车颠簸在无法想象的烂路上，这就是使我有“骑马”，甚至“骑疯牛”的经验。鼻子和车窗的几次经历几乎是亲密接触，PP离开了椅子后又再次重重地摔到上面。这就是每次回到五山公寓的必经之验。路还是那条路，烟尘还是那样漫天飞舞。这就是我的生活和学习的“高等学府”，与其这样说，不如说是个超级不合格，在市区会被人罚N mol次的建筑工地。

还是那个例会，还是那个“唐老鸭”，语法错误，语句不通顺的“演讲”，不明白，真的不明白，为什么要一个体校毕业生来当一个04级的辅导员，她连说多不都以清楚表达。然后是几个部的部长和副部长的一番轮攻。真的不明白为什么每个星期都会有那么多话要说，真的那么忙吗？

现实总是痛苦的，虚拟的生活使我快乐。blogbus重开了，又可以上了，但并不是我想象中的那样升级，也许是升级不成功吧。还有那个“恢复数据”功能原来是假的，并不可以真正利用，幸好我每次都保留数据。danzhu说留言本那边不能用是因为我们的机的cookie（小甜心）把它禁了，并不是那个网站有collapse了，用代理可以上，但什么叫做代理啊！这次又探明了一个问题，就是hacha3.X版本我及一大部分人之所以不能用是因为它的语言是“西班牙语（传统）”而hacha 2.X版本的语言则是“英语（美国）”，应该是我的系统不匹配，许多人的系统也不匹配（大概是用翻版的缘故），我以后就再也不用再试了，一天不用正版，一天问题也许都解决不了。新的hacha 3.04也出了，可以选择自动删除原始的.0，.1……的文件，与用wmr下载后的合并一样方便，但可惜的是我用不了，科技进步，我却停滞不前，好失败啊！

这个星期的eMule也很争气，一共下载了7个文件，Anita, no te rajes的Cap5,36,48,51,40b和用图片组成的交响乐做背景音乐的las millon cara，感觉一般般，但每张图片的质量都几乎一样，这也是挺难的。Cap 5有JEA打网球的片段，真的好臭啊！甚至比我还要臭，不知是他装出来的还是真实水平。他的开球因为抛得太低，因此动作好象很“小气”的样子。他一共打了4球，第一球打出去对方回了，然后他下网了；第二球他打在对方身上；第三球他也是对方回了后他打下网了；第四球他没心情了，也不向上抛球，就随便像我上课那样把球打过去了，不过他没等球弹地就打了。但从他最后的一拍，他以前的动作应该是装出来的，因为最后一拍，他无意中打得很标准。我之所以有那么专业的评论，因为在看他之前在电视上看到了西班牙对美国的高级比赛，与高手相比，哦~~~实在差太远了！！！！嘻嘻！！！

我发誓，当我学会了网球以后绝对不会打得那么烂的！！！！！

The advantages of computer today are too many to count. It is changing our daily life day by day. Think about it, if we live without computer, what will happen? It's known to all, our classes are using computer and other media. Without computer, the teachers must shout to us evevry class, and they must use chalk, you know, the dust of chalk is not good for all of us. Computer let us learn easily and activity, it's convenient for us to study.

Such is human nature, that all of us want to be lazy. Because of the same thought, the world is developing. If you can go to a place by car, will you still on foot? Auto eletric machine changes our life, and all of these we must thank to the develpoed of computer. Our life become more and more convenient, that's the meritorious deers of computer. Without computer, the factories have to break down, and the mordern technical industry won't come out!

Can you live without computer? The computer and internet have become an important part of our life. Take me as example, I have my own website, and every weekend I will go home and write a lot of essays on it. I can let many people to read my arcticles and share my feeling. Without computer, must I write to some media and endless waiting their publication? At the same time, we can learn a lot from computer, all kinds of information can be searched easily. We just need to do some easy operation, instead of losing ourselves in books's ocean to find what we need! In my opinion, till now, computer s the fastest way to find information.

Computer also let us communicate more often. QQ, MSN message, Yahoo message, I think you guys won't feel strange to them. They almost become a unbreakable part of your computer life. But have you realize, till you start your QQ life, you have communincated many more than before? Without visual barrier, you can easily start your comversation with strangers. Do you know your skill of communication have improved? Because of computer, we can make our friendship over continent and ocean, I have a spanish friend, that's because of internet and computer.

Computer is very patient. He will obey all your orders, without complain anything. Through all kinds of sofeware we also cna develop our various porfessinal skills.

From computer, we can enhance our self-cognition, and the operation exchange with it also help us to develop confidence. It makes us understand a lot from the world.

After all, to computers advantage, can you negative anymore?!

一觉醒来，感觉很好，疼的地方不疼，累的人不累，是一个出游的好时机。通宵的电脑，eMule已经完全下载2个文件，分别是Anita, no te rajes的Capítulo 51&5，不过两个.rar文件都是下载完毕，但是Part文件状态为：磁盘空间不足，因此无论如何都接受不到文件，我都不知如何是好。今天早上已经试过关掉重开eMule N次，但并不能解决问题，直到现在问题都是没有解决。肉到嘴边就是吃不了，好郁闷。

今天一心想去买“无机与分析化学（高等教育出版社）”的参考书，实在顶不顺没有帮助地学这无机与分析化学。但是找到我要死都找不到，所有的都是有一大堆各种版本的高数（同济5版）参考书，其它的的就是一大堆的电脑、经管、医学方面的书。想找化学都很难，即使看到的也是寥寥几本有机化学（不知是什么版本）。找到有一个铺位有很多高等教育出版社书，一看就知道是我的课本，红红绿绿，红的都是电和机械方面的，很高兴看到我的无机与分析化学的教科书，但一问之下，原来她没有卖它的参考书的，看她的样子好像其它都有，就是不进我要找的书，真气死。看到马上就要成功了，却原来扑个空。

被NCE的单词让我产生了对看它的第三册DEVELOPING SKILLS的欲望，就顺便买了本旧版的，原价才9.70元，8折后只需7.60元，如果要买新版的肯定要二，三十，而且旧版的更容易携带，只是纸质较难看，没关系啦。也终于买了浙江文艺出版社J.M.库切系列的最后一本落下的《彼得堡的大师》

 ，到此为止，终于买全了。我已经爱上了库切和浙江文艺出版社，这个出版社的书都比较奇怪，特别，别人肯定没有，不象译文或译林出版社那样只会出一些经典的人人都知道的很滥的经典。浙江文艺出版社出的都是一些当代或现代的作家，那些家喻户晓的东西，它大都不会出，这就是我喜欢它的原因。而且它的书更新速度快，每年都几乎有新书出版，跟上时代的速度很重要，出不同类型的书也很重要，它都做到了。但它出的书可能不会被一些人喜欢，但有自己的特色，我十分欣赏它，我会一直支持的。

结果要买的没有买，没打算买的买了2本，这就是“有心栽花花不成，无心插柳柳成荫”，有些东西是强求不来的。我的唯一希望是购书中心，但那里人流量那么大，有也会随时没有，看来我又要望天打卦了。