我的天

今天是最后一天上课，上的是英文，是没有做presentation的人和老师face to face，我是xrspook，我怕谁，况且是英文。虽然我没有做presentation，但上次的debate应该已经给老师很深的印象了，她也知道我的口语水平到底到哪里，其实做不做face to face又有什么差别。别人为此紧张好久，我却没有半点不适，很是放松。反而是要背的35个翻译句子令人感到不安。

当我走到老师那里，她突然说我smelly good, 然后又说是我的shampoo smelly good吓了我一大跳。smelly这个词不可以随便乱用啊，会令人disgust的。然后我就主动唱了一段Take Me to You Heart, 肯定也吓她一跳，当她叫停的时候我还意犹未尽还谈了一段感受，结果最后就只用翻译一句话，哈哈！对我来说很快就过去了。我还没把要说的说完，说到我的高潮就结束了，当然半点谈不上紧张。

然后突然又说要在下午2：00开什么考试动员班会，我管你啊！早不开，迟不开，偏偏现在开，我还要等你到2：00？根本就不是抱着我为人人的心开班会的，身为xrspook, 我不管。

接着就去了购书中心买了我人生的第二本NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC,看来我对它的感情不再深刻了，相信短时间内也不会买第三本。又买了VOICES的The Ultimate Collection, 以后也不会再有voices了，但质量问题，其中有两首是听不到的，算了吧。

一个星期不看新闻海啸的救援款项突然激增到40亿美元。但显然有很多地区和很多个人是为了成为新闻头条而做出如此的举动的。帮助不是可以用钱衡量的，爱心不是用钱买的。以捐钱为契机而大肆宣传，这绝对要不得。没有一颗好心，捐出来的钱都变了味。

xrspook,就喜欢有自己的风格，我不是装cool，做人要有个性，要有原则。

谁怕谁？！

Make a plan is so easy, but let it come true is another. Every time  we think a lot of impossible dream and hope it come true without any hard work. But now, I know just a possible thing, if you don’t have strong desire, it is still a daydream, especially in cold winter.

Every night I told myself I must get up early tomorrow morning to review my text book, but when the other day came, the sun rise and the ray came onto my bed, I always told myself I would sleep a little longer. And the poor thing is the "a little longer" means I miss a great time- a whole morning. Today, I got up at 11:00 AM, though I had read my books in bed for about 45 minutes, yet where was my other time? Is it gone with the wind?

Also today I had heard a song "Stop! Stop! Stop!" three times. And now I think I must change it a little into "Sleep! Sleep! Sleep!" to explain what I have done today!!!

Time is over but nothing I have done…

When I want to catch it, it has flow away…

This year I have 20 years old, but what I have done?

Without wasting so much time, what will I be?

Joy and pain, I have gone through. The smile and tears, I have attemptted. Fail and success make up the experiment classes. Still remember the first classes, my group had done 5 times experiment; and the last time, we got a great success. The homework of it cost also terrible. Every experiment, we must use five or more paper to finish the experiment report. The day was painful but also happy.

All the people used all their strength and mental at it. Every boiling and crystallization made us exciting. And teh change of colour, shape and smell… We changed our feeling together. The experiment resule just like our children, we did our best to make it handsome, beautiful and strong. Especially, when we waited in front of the oven, all our eyes stared into it, just lke parents stand in front of glasses watching their babies and hoped them can quickly grow up. That feeling of love and eager were difficult discrible by words.

Through this kind of experiment, we know what’s patient and what’s love.

To be a scientist or an engineer, can do a good experiment is the first require. And next term, we will have 15 weeks experiment classes. What will happen?

God know!!!

See you next term!

What to be change? Make a promise is an easy job, but let it become true is another. Manner can’t change easily, if you want to make a wish and hope it will come true without doing anything, that’s impossible.

New year is a brand new beginning for every of us. We have another chances, though the people and the thing we meet are still the same. But I believe, there’s a hope there’s a way. At the same time, all I have said was just a perfect dream.

Acturally, I was still the old face-lazy bone. I told myself I must get up early so I would have more time to review my homework, but…When I woke up, it had 10 o’clock in the moring, my heart was broken so I still went to sleep. That’s the real thing happened in my first three day in 2005. I don’t want to such thing happen again and again, but, how can I do? I was a lazy bone, a 100% lazy bone. My family did the same thing as me, and they just got up a little earlier than me. What’s wrong with our life?

Was the 2005 a lazy year?

But just right now I found my endure had improved, I have a bigger chest to contain more objection:)

自从有了上网，我把电视很早就扔一边了，连续不断的电视剧根本无法追，至于电影不知从什么时候开始就不再对我有很强的吸引力。特别一看到香港台的演员就觉得心烦，几乎都是新面孔，全都不认识，都是些比我还要小的男女当主角，我心理不平衡啊！

今天无聊之际居然看浙江卫视播放香港台很久以前的配成普通话的《射雕英雄传》（1992），从前的感觉又回来了。当时对武功的神奇的崇拜，还有强烈的要成为英雄的欲望。所有演员都是那么的熟悉，亲切，虽然从外景到招数都是那么的“假”，但从每个人的表情和那经典熟悉的配乐，我又沉醉了。有历史的东西原来可以勾起那么多。还有凌晨看的Liar, Liar, Liar， Jim Carry主演，记得看它第一次的时候我还是初三（2001），为了看它我真的做了好多准备。我一边看还一边做化学中考指导书，记得还第一次、接触“玻棒”这个玻璃棒简写的词，为它我还愤慨了好一阵子。当时的化学中考指导书最后一个部分就是实验，我就是一边看那部电影一边做的。当时妈就在身旁，偏偏电影里又有那么多的XX片段，我说了好多次的“眼怨”，当然也带给了我们好多的笑声，真的很好笑。但现在，看这部电影的就只剩下了我一个了。电影原来是1997年出品的，第一次在电视上看是在TVB Pearl现在是在星空卫视。

家里真的好冷，比外边冷多了，比宿舍里冷多了，一个人，没事干当然有这种感觉。快要考试了，但我虽然什么都不会，但却半点不想复习，我的天！

一看到一听到西班牙文就兴奋，一听到有关西文的国家就竖起耳朵。今天看到一个白云山牌板蓝根的广告，说：葡萄酒的经典是法国，咖啡的经典是哥伦比亚，板蓝根的经典是广州白云山牌板蓝根。听到咖啡，听到哥伦比亚令我有一点兴奋更多的害羞。在看西班牙弗拉明戈舞的时候我简直在细心留意歌曲的词，即使只是能听到伶仃的几个词都好让我兴奋啊！但的确我是听到了几个，而且如果多听几次，一段一段来我一定能把歌词都写出来。

冬天写日记好不容易啊，手都冻僵了，简直不受控制，痛苦啊！

所以呢，就不写了，就到这吧。