My Word
Come to SCAU, live without parents, let me think about a lot. The reason of studying and still alive, however, the worst thing is my life, so I create some courage word to myself.
How to make my life easier, more convenient myself at the same time, won’t disturb or hurt others. The study is hard, but in my opinion, the life is more hard for a flesher. The things that I think about the most is my life.The hot water, the pipe water, the drunk water, the electric and the most important thing – money. Money doesn’t mean anything, but without money means nothing can do. The money I have every month is limited, and the mony in the room, I am the least one. Maybe they won’t know how much many they spend in a month, yet I must very careful. In a word, their money is endless, but my money cna see the end.
The cruelest thing is Thursday. Time is not easy for every of us. They want to go and return by taxi, how much money will cost!!! It’s too expensive, I’m not a millionaire, I want to leave, I want to escape. So terrible, so terrible. How can I refuse??? But I have to refuse.
The way they think I can’t agree. Even sometimes, I hate them very much.
We live in the same room. I don’t want to clean as they think. But we live in it, that’s the unchangable thing, so we must do our "roomwork", the floor need us to clean, and the toilet need us to wash. And the time of wash clothes and ourselves have us to make do with. The study is busy, the bodies are all tired, but that’s the thing we must face directly. When shall we clean? Who shall clean? How to clean? We must squeeze some time to finish it. I’m not lower than any of them, but I’m the fixed one who wash toilet. Why??? Every time I must be the first, and then they’d not like to, me too, I’m also a normal person, I’m the only child in my family for 18 years!!! I’m not the little princess of my family, but I needn’t do so much.
I want to compain, I need to compain, why can’t me!
So after so much, some words have become my word, in my life and study, I have prove them, they have encourage me:
Nothing is impossible. 不尝试就永远不会成功,不做就永远不能实现,生命在于尝试和探索!!!