No Moon
Generally speaking, the situation today was not so bad. At least, the chemical classes were OK. It’s the third smooth week of it.
When I was a child, I thought chemistry was a very mysterious and funny thing, added something together would make a unthinkable result, maybe the color changed or had a little explosion. Now day, I found chemistry is a nightmare to me, very time i must be careful or I will be in danger. And the time I got along with chemistry was hard, and the result always weren’t good, such as the high school enter examination and the NMTE. Because of my little dream, I choose it, but now, I really feel conflict to it. however, the knot between us can’t open again. If I have another chance, maybe I will forgive it and take phsyic as my partner. That’s life, can’t be changed, it’s the fact, can’t be changed, just can be creative.
The English classes were talking about "marriage", a very sensiable topic. Why the teacher can choose such topic? Because it’s th unit of our New Horizen College English. I double, why the text book will talk about such thing.
The first class was discussion time. She asked a lot of questions, she wanted to let us talk freely and the atmosphere could be lively, however, all of us just wanted to keep silentce and wasted two classes. I wanted to escape too, because I hadn’t prepared any of them, I kept my eyes away from the teacher. I knew she also realized my action, so she never asked me to answer a question in the class. If a person want to say something, he/she will directly eyes on others with confident, and the person dosen’t prepare well won’t watch anybody, and this time, I’m the second one.
I’m really not in moon that classes. The English letter went though, but I got nothing, I couldn’t catch even one of them. I don’t know what have happened? It’s the presentation really impact me so much? Am I really such weak person. Is it stick in my throat?
Or I just take it too much to my heart? No matter what, the result is I have no moon.
