2005-04
22

Writing in English (publish on weekend)

By xrspook @ 22:46:22 归类于: 想当年的作业

Now, I am doing English writing every day. It heard a little suprise, however, it's true. All my daires (in working day) are all in English. The target fo doing such thing is not that I want to show off my poor capacity but do practices and make a note of my growing up.

Still remember the days in Senior Three, my English teacher asked us to wrote something in English every day, how many words you had written it's not important, the significance point was very simple that you must write, and as a result, yo uwould feel no resistance in your enter examination. However, because of the limitted time and countless homework, I just believed it, but didn't work it out.

Now, the foolish me has gone, I'm doing it unconsciously. In fact, I'm not following the teacher's intruction, instead, I'm just doing the thing in my own style.

At the English class of Tuesday, the teacher talked about a student who read New Concept all along, and then could write a perfect essay in foreigner's way. At that time, I couldn't help thinking about myself. Because of lack of abundant reading and listening, I just can write in a very Chinese way automaticly, however, how I cna squeeze more time to do that? The students around me lke listening to Chinese songs, and the situation here is so awful. In spite of that, I shouldn't have any excurse.

I just want to ask two questions, can that student write almost everything in English each day? Was he/she able to write such a essay with about 400 words in less than 20 minutes? (Including think out the composing) But I did. The continuous writing in this term has given me such a competent. I don't know why, maybe it's the expectation of my Senior Three teacher. Have such ability, all the English writing is just an easy job.

However, the quantity and finishing it in a short time just two normal part of English writing. The most important one is the quanlity. But how can I get it? It won't come as a gift from the gods, I believe. Have done such plenty writing in English. Somethings have been improved, but others not. Now, I lose my direct to go on.

The road lead to succeed writing seem endless, I need and anchor at this moment. Or I just can do it as I have done, and waiting to see the final result.

Write a essay in my own topic and style feel great. (Just like this one.) I like this way, whereas, the examination won't let me do so.

2005-04
22

生活需要审视

By xrspook @ 21:52:59 归类于: 烂日记

今天的思德课上,我们看了黑泽明的Seven Dreams,实在是太太太令我深思了。

虽然那个简直是个猪的思德老师打断了我们很多,她简直就是个文科的白痴!那个简单的Realplayer是英文版,她却怎么都找不到全屏和左右声道的调节。我不得不想教文科的,起码是在SCAU教语文的是个电脑白痴。她还要因为一些白痴的愿望不断地打断我们看,又叫我们用心去看,却老是打断我们,她好心干坏事啊!要搞就在上课之前搞好,不会就在那时侯多试试,在我们着迷的时候干那些事,简直就是破坏风景。

现在要从那些可恶的生活转到我们要说的“黑泽明”。的确当我听到要在现在这个时候看日本人的电影,实在想马上逃课,但看完以后,发现原来真的有很多值得看的地方,值得我们深思之处。

首先对那部《七个梦》的总体感觉就是恐怖。几乎所有都离不开恐怖的内容,但却十分能调动人的感情。第一个梦是说小孩无意之中进入森林看到狐狸精结婚的情景。那一队狐狸精结婚的队伍真的很恐怖,特别是我们在没有心理准备的时候,突然播起了恐怖的日本音乐,然后就是周围恐怖的环境,接着就是一阵烟雾带来了那个恐怖的队伍。配合音乐,那些“狐狸精”几步一停,然后向左或向右突然转头,对于一个小男孩简直是吓死了,我们也吓个半死,何况是他。然后小男孩躲在树后偷看这一切,突然那队“狐狸精”又突然掉头,似乎看到他了。镜头一转,小男孩回到了家门口,但妈不让他进,因为说他看到了不该看的东西,让他独个儿找狐狸精一死谢罪,还说狐狸精就住在彩虹的尽头。于是故事就结束在被群山包围的一片花海之中,远处是彩虹。实在太壮观了,我们都不得不惊叹,而且大家都为小男孩会不会真去送死而担心,而导演则更为高明,就在这里结束了,留下了,一个萦绕个人心中的悬念。

最令我感动的是说一个二战结束后的故事。如果说刚才说的那个梦是说日本的神话,或者说“物恋”那么这个就是说他们“尚武”。一个长官似的东西正在走着,突然,后面传来一阵脚步声,那个长官吓了一跳,因为来者是一个死人,是已经阵亡的二等兵野口,他问他的长官他是不是真的阵亡了,他不相信他已经真的阵亡了。长官开始很害怕,但他对他说,他是在他怀里咽下最后一口气的。士兵犹豫了半刻,然后说,那么为什么他觉得他回到了家里,尝到了母亲亲手做的好菜?沉默一会儿,长官再次澄清他的确死去了,但士兵却指着远处的一个灯火茅屋说,那就是他的家,他相信他死了,但他的父母不相信他死了,他们还在等着他回家。多么感人的话语,简单但却处处透露出情,这是从一个死人口里说出来的,为了他的国家,为了他的家人,他阵亡了,但他的灵魂还在一直执着着,虽然很讨厌日本的军国主义,但这种思想令人不得不崇敬。长官再次说明,他死了。士兵又沉默了,最后不愿意地转身要走,长官突然把他叫住,对他行了一个严肃的军礼。士兵消失在黑暗之中。但故事还没有结束,从黑暗之处传来更多的脚步声,是一个小分队跑过来了,他们都是已阵亡的死人,但他们的小队长对长官的报告是,小队无人阵亡,请求指示。长官似乎陷入了精神崩溃,他说他的确不应该把他们送上战场送死,但他也在忍受着战俘营的痛苦,虽然他知道他所受的苦远不及他们,他宁愿和他们一同牺牲,而不愿意想现在那样独自活在世上,他再次重申,他们已经死去,然后庄严地向他们行了军礼。很简单,但却在一点点恐怖之中说明了问题,用最直白的方法说明了日本人。

还有一个是说核辐射污染的,简直就是讽刺现在的人们,似乎那些预言就在我们的不远处,时刻在警惕着我们。我看的时候真的有多少害怕,它虽然是虚构的,但我却似乎感觉到了它存在的必然性。实在太恐怖了。

由于时间关系,我们并没有看完7个梦,只看了其中几个。但几个就足够是我对生活产生沉思。我们做错了太多,地球正在被我们所摧毁,我们摧毁的也是我们自己,我们自己的将来,我们自己子孙的命运。同时那中恐怖的日本文化也是令我觉得恐怖的地方,那些传统的音乐,我无论什么时候听,听什么类型,在我的脑子里就只有唯一的反应——恐怖,非常恐怖。比外国的异型和外星人还要恐怖,甚至比杀人狂还要恐怖几分。作为一个文化的外人,我觉得他们对他们的神的感觉除了是敬重之外更多的是害怕,畏惧。神在他们的眼中似乎不是带给他们幸福的,而是当他们犯错的时候惩罚他们的,这样的信念,那些人怎么活?他们的神似乎缺少了上帝和中国诸神的仁慈。不知道这是不是黑泽明特意要表现的,是他对他自己国家民族的见解。真的很独特。

总之,这部电影拍得极端完美,从取景到音乐到对白无一可以挑剔。完全使人着迷,然后引人深思,开始审视生活。

风回路转,回到电脑问题。

不知为什么,eMule怎么都是低ID,难怪妈说怎么都连不上Razorback2服务器。以前我一直是高ID的,不知发生了什么,我从来都没有调教过啊!怎么会自己变成了低ID呢?真搞不懂,唯一的原因只能说长宽的网络封杀eMule,搞得我如此处境,无奈啊!叫我怎么下载???

JEA终于没有新消息了。

我应该开始重新审视自己的生活了……

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