我的天

Leave our hometown where have been lived in for a long time, and have to say goodbye to all the friends and parents, go to a brand new place alone. That won't be a good feeling.

But why we must go abroad? Because of the better study environment? But the Chinese culture and literature are board enough. Because of the good life? When we are in foreign country, we are just emigators, we can't omit the indirect glance frome others. Though we are full of knowledge and skillful, it's still a hard way to make foreigners to accept us as well. In my opinion, let others accept you is more difficulty than you adjust to the new sociey.

However, even though this thing stand still, plenty fo people prefer to leave and go to new places. In the past, I just found their advantage, how wonderful they will be! But now, I recognize more negative than that. The weather, the food, the language, the customes, and soon, all the thing they have to adjust to. With so many new challeages, do they ever want to give up, and find the have made a wrong descision? However, all that negative feeling we won't know. They just can hide all of this in their heart, no one can listen their difficulty carefully, because they are thouand kilmeters away.

Face the challeage and then manage to overcome it is good, but if not, what'll happened? It's no easy to take care of himself without any help,especially when one is sick.

In this season, yesterday it didn't rain, too many clouds in the sky, and the pressure of the air is very high. If this situation doesn't change in a while, the result will be that all the people feel unconfortable.

Though today is thursday, and the afternoon is coming. I won't have time to let it rain at once, and dry again in an hour. Maybe, the only result is I must stand this kind of weather or it rain and the tennis classes be cancelled. I have no choice, I just can choose the first one, raining is not a good thing to me and to the people haven't passed in tennis test. Conflict is in my mind. And still have another good change, that is suddenly have a big wind, blowing away the clouds, and let the pressure lower. However, this kind of thing seem impossible except the God really know my thinking and this essay.

When I am writing the wind below, the curtain is really flying again and again, and never stop, jsut like obey my words. Mircale, isn't it?

Almost every Thursday noon, I have a short time to communicate with God. Is he free now, and has time to listen to a nobody? No matter whether or not, I will trite my diray as well. At this time, I found I would wish a lot of things. Most of them were about the weather. I don't know why, maybe unconsciously I think the God cna control it well than others, and I can't do any of it, so I hope he can help me. All ot my wish is good and up, I never want to hurt anybody. I just ask for justin and sunny, under that things, I hope the world can be better.

Whether I will be in trouble or tired is not important, the most important thing is it must be right thing, and be good for most people. About the examination, we can't escape, if we really do ti, we just tell lies to ourselves.

Why not face it directly?

Unfortunately, three of my roommates are ill now!!! All of them are having a cough. I am surrounded. In this situation, I don’t know use what to protect myself. The virus seem want to attack me, however, till now, they can’t find the way to capture my defence line. I have to fright against them day and night.

Tomorrow is Thursday again. If it won’t rain, we will hve our second classes of tennis test. I’m an evel, because I have passed, I am not very eager it sunny. I just care about myself!!!! I am the only hope of some people, how I can omit them and just think about myself.

I’m really a very bad evil!!!!!!

However, beautiful time is short for everyone. I must face the music. My physical mid-term examination came to me very soon. I think I was not the worest, though I just paid a little time to it, contrary, others’ attention is much less than mine. I worthed of a better mark than them. And after a while, the test papers were hand out. Terrible, so terrible!!! The teacher is a stupid without any double!!! This is physical test, but it cincluding too many definition, we were doing the test mathematical, but at that time we were doing the copy a lot of literature from our book to paper instead. Hey! What we are learning!!! We are learning physic! But what we are testing? It’s just like literature!!!

The question in that paper are strange too!!!! We had learnt 4 chapters about force and 2 chapters about heat, however, the exercises in that were just 50% to 50%! What’s the main part was very easy to understand, however, the teacher just wanted to test us about literature problem. In my opinion, the main part of physics is thinking with mathematical mind, but our teacher just takes it as literature resite. Is she an alien or a foolish?

In a word, because of the reason inside and outside, I won’t have a not bad mark in this examination. Just 60 is a very hard target to me. But I don’t think my ability of learning physices is so bad, I still have a clever physics brain.

I have no idea about the examintation tomorrow. I don’t know whether I am a superwoman who can make a miracle in a shot time. And the question is no matter "yes" or "no", I have to do it or the hell will come to me soon.

Without any reason, I start my review about that. And now I found how terrible we are in!!! Though our book called "A Course in Physics", yet the content we learn is a book called "Physics", all the special pattens had be made in our book are just as nothing exist. We had to learnt them as well.There must be something wrong with our teacher, we just have 51 classes, but we must finish the same book as who have 68 classes. Am I an monster??? Why I must fall in such trouble? The classes are less and less, however, the teaching target is bigger and bigger! We are noghing but poor little one!!!!

We didn’t have to learn in our high mathes but my "A Course in Physics", just as the theory of Guauss. What are they doing??? In my opinion, mathes is the base of all other course. Why we have to say goodbye to them in mathes but say hello in physics?

I can’t understand what the writers are thinking, they just think about their own course, they paid no attention to our own level.

The book of "A Course of Physics" seem doing us favor, however, the terrible thing still the only thing has changed of our quantity of our classes.