我的天

Today is mid-autumn day; however, it’s raining now, so I think the moon won’t come out tonight. No matter could see the really moon or not, it must a very important day in China. This year, I prefer to stay here, in my university, with classmates spending the special night. It’s the first time I shared such moment with them and it maybe the last time I have this chance for I’m senior now, next year we will leave in our own directions – continue study as postgraduates, hard working in new jobs, work for government, go to aboard and so on. Once we are lucky man that we meet each other among thousands of millions of billions of people. The day before, I don’t know why I choose stay here instead of going home, but now I finally understand friendship of schoolmates is the most important theme for now.

As custom, we eat mooncake today, of course including a lot of other food, such as different kinds of fruit and snack (for example: chestnut). There are many different style mooncake you could choose, for instant, with one salt yolk, with two, or even three or four. Yolk in mooncake represent the moon, the yolk of yolk is round and yellow, so the moon is. Besides there’s also lotus seed paste, red been paste, nuts, ham or many others stuffing in Chinese mooncake.

All the celebrations are for one goal that families could come together just likes the full moon. The moon is round in mid-autumn day, and hope all the people around the country would have family reunion.

Other than eating, children will play lantern tonight. The structure of traditional lantern is very simple, including a paper cover and a candle in the middle. They carry the colorful lanterns here and there; lighten their happy faces and the road of people who are going home. As the science development, traditional candle lantern has changed into electric one and it’s safer. Yet in my heart, the mid-autumn day’s lantern just belongs to the original candle face.

I have many thoughts today, and even haven’t expressed this in Chinese. Maybe we should use another way to feel the great traditional culture around us.

Every Monday morning, I have to get up earlier, and go to school in rush hour. Of course, if I want to get rid of such embarrassing moment, I could return to school at Sunday evening, however, in four Mondays of this semester I preferred the inconvenient way. I really hated squeezing myself into a crowded bus, yet that’s a side of life. It shows a real society, a place with many ordinary people. No matter you are young or old, fat or slim, the people in rush hour would like busy bees, and no one will treat you as a human-being, because there is no space in bus could show your gentleman. The one want to get on a crowded bus will do what’s possible. The only hope is get on a bus, arrive at the place they what to on time.

After many bus-stops I finally had a seat. Watch the buses and cars outside, I though a lot. Every bus can load more than 20 people, yet most of the cars or taxis just have one person or two, but two cars or taxi will take a bus area on roads. Maybe cars make plenty people convenient, however, it also waste of source of road in rush hour at the same time. I really appreciate "no car day" (2007-09-22) in some cities of China.

I’m not a kind-heart man; whenever I see old people on bus I will automatically feel hostility. Why they choose this time to go somewhere which is not necessary at all (It’s not necessary to me, but in their sides, it’s very important.)? They just know make more troubles in messy time. Old people have their ways of life, we young people have to work or study, and they should also have their freedom to enrich their rest of life. I admit that I was wrong.

Sometimes I would ask myself what’s the difference between others and me. Now, I think I have gotten a temporary final answer – perseverance, which combine with courage would lead to success. Yet in many situations, I just obtain the right hand (persistence), but lose the other (confidence). That’s OK, because I’m an ordinary people, the one with many kinds of shorts.

A quarter to an hour ago, I saw a program about intelligence children. The IQ of them are more than 130, so they should be out of others in theory, however, the roads of them are so different too. In fact, some of them have done a great job, yet another just return to an everyman. Someone will say the genius’ killer is the out of date policy, but I don’t think so. The reason that stars fall from the sky is they commite suicide. None could help the one without ambitious to become difference, so if a genius failed, hadn’t they have some struggle before? I’m not a genius from head to toe, for this I never expect to win without hard working.

Just like everybody else, I’m the unique one. One ovum and one sperm met by chance, and combined together, after developed, that cell formed me. Birthed in 1985, and cultivated in my family and schools. Till now, no one could redial the time; consequently even the God couldn’t copy another me.

Unique me have my own strongpoint, needn’t envy others, let your arm to fire the best, you already triumph.

After some weeks in school, now I have be accustomed myself to sleep earlier (at about 12:00AM) and wake up at about 7:45AM. That can be a habit; it’s great, so the day seems longer now, yet the time of wasted is shorter conversely.

The day in math is terrible, you will be crazy because be strapped in one problem. Even at that situation you should be more imperturbable, so in my opinion, autumn and winter are the best seasons for math problems solving; now it’s the right time. Nobody expects to be in math trouble including me, of course except for the experts in that fields, they must enjoy fling themselves in their beloved subject. Fall in love with one’s interesting is fortunate, however the road is full of rough time instead, so have confident to challenge the barrier, and get a triumph would be more valuable to me.

This morning I have enjoyed high speed of download because of get up early. The average download speed of Pando was up to 200KB/s, maybe the highest download speed of P2P software in ADSL. I really hope this amazing could continue tomorrow morning, yet the larger hope I keep, the bigger disappointment I could have to stand. For this, just have an everyday dream maybe keep me happy.

I didn’t write in English for a long time, even be afraid to start. It’s blank in my mind; I don’t know what should say and whether I could finish the topic. After the first stride, trouble would seem not as serious as we expected. I will appreciate the old xrspook in 2004-2005, how could I write English diary from Sunday to Thursday? I do lose ability in English thinking. Oh~~~~~

终于把《线性代数》告一段落，开始《高等数学》之旅。高数，拿起那本书仿佛让我年轻起来，我第一次接触它们的时候我才大一，风华正茂，书本开始时讲述的内容更是与高中时的函数内容息息相关。当时我还是个大学新手，一个小妹妹而已。高数，一门很重点且历年来都不容易啃的骨头，每个学期的学分都占到4个，是我学的课程中占学分数最多的课程之一。然而，那些“初吻”高数的日子已成往事，无论成功失败与否，我也得重新开始，使出浑身解数再次驾驭那匹棘手的野马。

今天又去笨牛进帐了2本书，共25.5元。为了这个考研我已经买了不下100元的书了。已经跳进了坑里，我只能志在必得，拿下这战役了。

在笨牛的时候遇到2个说普通话风格很北方的男生。他们风风火火地来到卖考研书那里，立刻把正在那里看书找书的我挤到了一边。他们在最显眼的2排书架很随意地扫了一下就在那里嚷嚷说那里没有“数一”的书，屁呢！怎么没有，从考纲解释到真题或复习全书，都有数一的，而且剩下的数量还不少，他们的什么眼睛啊！！！他们看了不到10秒就对着小店老板嚷嚷说没有数一的，这时收钱的是阿伯，也许他对书架现存的书不太熟悉，所以他只推搪说下午就有，如果是那个哥哥看档的话，肯定一下子挑出N多本数一来。我是看在眼里，笑在心里，那些不带眼睛的人我没必要插嘴说话。真正缺货的应该是数二的书，因为大多人数学是考数二的，所以书架上几个品种的数中数二的书都已经缺货或面临缺货。对老板我还是有信心的，我相信他们会有办法进货回来。

特意买了本新东方的考研词汇书，是按词频排序的，在熟练完成自己打印的十多页的高频单词以后我决定以sunfruitfish的方法把那小型红宝书过几遍。那是过GRE的方法，也是补救我这个记忆有问题的人的方法。小红宝书的每个单词有记忆方法，包括斜门记忆法和词缀记忆法，得尝试一下，突破一下。

离2008研究生入学统一考试（初试）满打满算还有4个月，我已经嗅到了火药的味道了！