我的天

Because of the endless dream online, I had to get up at 5:45AM, and left home before 6:00AM. The sun still had behind the houses in city, the people in the street were extremly less. For a long time, I didn’t have such experience, since I left high school, that day has left me without saying goodbye. However, this feeling came to me again, a person, no feeling, vamos, vamos, the target was bus-stop and the school was far away.

"Looking at the crowded street, listening to my own heart beat…" I really want to be at that surroundings, just watch many people ups and downs, pay attention to their facial expession and their actions, happy and angry, boring and excited, however, I don’t have such time and such environment to do such thing. Every day, I must be the busy one of them. Have no won thought, finish my task, finish all the homework is the only thing in my mind.

The sky was dark, and it’s raining I really want to sleep in my bed and then surf online as I wish. Read the nwes of JEA and the world, of course, including my own blog- Mi Cielo, and my dream of website building. I was the opposite person when I am online and in real world. The part of me when online, I am so upward, and active but in fact I have little words with other an dpassive. Who knows how to change this funny situation? If two fo me can combite together, what a great!

At last, after with 226 for half an hour, I arrived at Wu Shan Apartment at 7:20AM. I got it, I wasn’t late. The physic experiment was smooth as the first time, and even be smoother than the first one. Just made some data, and then take a mark, that’s all. It’s much easier than the chemical one, so sometimes, physic is the easiest thing in the world, you don’t understand any principe of it, however, you can do it our without a hitch.

Too tired of me, so I fell asleep in the noon, and still be too tired when having physic classes in the afternnon, so I don’t know what I have heard or learnt.

I really want to escape from such life!!!

As everybody knows, generation gap exist, our home, our country and even the world. It comes to us so silently that we haven’t realized, however, it also left away without words, because we can solve it easily.

Still remember the day in senior three. I had no words with my mother, we didn’t have the same topic except my study and my mark. Because at that time, the study was not my pride, but my shame, so I wanted to escape, I refused to answer all that questions. As a result, at last, she just could asked, "What have you eaten today? ". Yet, I was too tired to that question, consequently, I shut my mouth solidly, and the bridge between us was cut down.

As the enter exam was over, I had a lot of time at home, surfing online I shared the happiness with her, despite she couldn’t understand most of my words, yet she tried her best to understand me. From that time, I opened a window to her again, and found the generation gap was recovered little by little.

As I enter the university, the life changed a lot. Sometimes I even found I was a child that I didn’t know anything and couldn’t consider something perfectly. I really need someone to lean on, and at the very time, she became my hero.

Because of my ignorance and my childish, she suffered a lot. Because of my carelessness, she had to come here again and again. Every time when she left, I would think what I had been satisfy, but I never noticed that she was 57 years old, and the roads leading to here were full of dust. The temperature was downing, the evening was coming and the people on the bus were more and more. I still had a comfortable dorm, however, she must face all the suffers. Because of me, she was willing to stand everything. And then, when she’s at home, she would think her only child day and night. Contrary, when she called me by telephone, I was so rude to her. Have such a great mother, why I never value her! Why I never think out a problem at her side?!

The generation gap was not made by our parents but us. We dig the gap , meanwhile, we can recover it as well. Use all our heart, feel at their angle, and we’ll know how to made it.

original essay: “代沟”能改变
(This passage is just translated from the origianal one, and for presentation.)

经过风雨的洗礼，历尽沧桑，我的杰作终于面世了！！！！记得当年曾经写过兴奋、害羞到失落 – 烂日记

虽然有点丑，虽然有点变形，虽然是胖了点，但却是我当年的心血结晶，所以请不要笑，虽然不好，应该鼓励我有如此的勇气。

很久以前就有把它放出来的愿望，可惜一直没有机会，今天由于sunfruitfish的帮助，终于愿望成真，所以首先先谢谢她。

最后就看看我的杰作吧！！！

想不到手画比用Photoshop要好一点。

这幅图片真的不适宜用Photoshop这样搞，因为图像质量本来就不高，而且对比度不大，造成这样的效果。

原图就是不一样。

哎！算啦吧！不好看就当作没看到，我已经尽力了。

嘿，想不到上一个post里面的小图原来是可以点大的，就是用javescript搞了，于是在blogbus里面就不认了，当然，它自己的所有图片的连接都用了_modulos/foto_ver.asp?programa=caballerosdelzodiaco&foto= Prg_caballerosdelzodiaco_0.jpg&titulo=caballerosdelzodiaco这种部分的网址形式，我记得在改版之前blogbus是会自动认出这种形式的，但改版后就全部不认了，导致我很多想偷懒的步骤都行不通。行不通就自己搞，就在前面加上最基本的网址就好了，比如这个就加上http://www.televen.com马上就好了。

然后就在这里补全我心爱的又不见多年的照片，好感动啊！！！！

上面一个post就是因为blogbus不支持我的懒方法，所以所有的图片都只能手动粘贴没有了javascript的特效了，可惜啊！

同时也在网上找我那首已经忘记多年的《圣斗士星矢》主题曲，也找到了，我好想哭啊！！我都把所有的节奏都忘光了，但当我听的时候居然又都记回来了！！于是就大叫，然后又被我妈说我“痴线”。“痴线”也没关系啦，高兴就好。

最经典的应该是谭耀文唱的圣斗士星矢，可惜年我还没有香港电视的概念。mp3 歌词

还记得当年有关的一大堆的贴纸，然后一堆男生在“局痴纸”（只能音相似了）。还有的就是曾经胡思乱想想用纸来为自己做“圣衣”，现在想起来真的很傻啊！！

回忆了，都成为傻傻的回忆了……

《圣斗士星矢》多么熟悉的名字啊！！！！！！！！想当年为他而疯狂，那时我还是个幼儿园的小朋友，即使是再大一点还不过是小学生。当年我还是偷偷看，妈一看到我看就不准看了，也许是觉得太血腥，太暴力。不过我觉得挺好啊！为正义打坏蛋，我举双手双脚支持。正义必胜！！！！！！！！！后来就拿了表哥的漫画来看，到现在还没有还，还在我的书柜里，不过好像他说是送我的。中国播的时候已经够迟的了，想不到委内瑞拉那边播得更迟。不清楚的时候我还以为它很IN在播“冥王篇”，但原来……

可能这东西可以在电脑重温呢！因为那个电视台（http://www.televen.com/）是网上直播的，不够老是分时段，而且时段老是改变。不过在中国时间的早上4：30，这也够呛的。

想到说西班牙语的圣斗士星矢就，哈哈哈哈！！！！到底会是什么样？？？起码它的名字就变成了los Caballeros del Zodíaco，好笑，很好笑啊！以下就是它在电视台的一个页面：http://www.televen.com/caballerosdelzodiaco/

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