我的天

After learning Unit 7, I always asked myself, "am I a workahoic?" I don't know, but my roommate told me "yes". Really? Sometimes I'm agree with her, but sometimes I don't think so. That's all despended on teh situation I was suffering in.

Study is important, but others are more important than that, we should learn how to keep balance between them.

Even the greatest personality will make some wrong dicisions. As a result, failure is very common to everybody. The lucky Godness won't always comes with you.

I failure a bad thing or good thing? Many people have plenty of different opinions about it. Some of them will think that failure really hurt them, comsequantly, they will fall down and never stand up again at that point. Of course, these person won't think failure is a good thing. On the other hand, the optimistic person will always believe, the failure is just a reward, however, the most important thing is the process. He had enjoyed the process, that's enough. Or they will have a excuse to themselves that the failure is the mother of success.

In my opinion, we should know how to face failure in a right angle. First of all, we should find out the reason of our failure, and then do some anglytical research get some experience. This realistic thing can make sure that we won't fail at the same point next time. Meanwhile, most of time, we can't be so calm and do this scientific thing. We can't omit the negative feeling naturally. So at that time, we should learn how to recover ourselves. Though someone will laugh at us that we are just cheating ourselves, yet who will still look you down when you are sucessful next time. If you can control you emotion very well, you must be a strong person.

In a word, I personally think, failure can be a bad thing or good thing, and the final decision is made by yourself. "A man can be destroyed but can't be defeatd." With strong ambition, the failure can break it down? So, failure couldn't be a bad thing to a optimistical man.

首先不要误会，虽然说是日记，但并不是真正的日记。这其实是初中是写的一篇“作文”，限定的内容是“20年后一天的日记”。自己当时被一个念头冲昏了头脑。整个文章感觉现在看起来就是“很自负”，毕竟是从前的事，这就是当年有点梦想主义的xrspook。找到自己以前的真迹，真的好兴奋：）

2020年11月4日 星期五 小雪

“天好冷啊！”我不停地搓着自己的双手，“怎么又下雪了，这可不是要我的命。”我边埋怨边走进教室。

因为这是我一生的秘密，也是我一生的闪光，我尝试过万人拥戴的滋味，但这并不好受，因此我回一直保守这个秘密下去，因为我还是喜欢做一个平凡的中学教师。

写于2000-11-04

再次说明，这知识一篇“作文”没有真实性可言，而且是想像作文，是吹水之作，读者请不要向心里去，随便拿来乐乐吧。

The Road of Growing Up

(Aside: This story is made up of 4 steps of our true life, and it become the road of our growing up, enjoy it! First, please watch the Dramatis Personae.)

Scene1: Candy (in nursery school) and Father
Scene2: Candy (in primary school), teacher, Candy's father
father A, father B
Scene3: Candy(in middle school), little brother, mother, father
Scene4: Candy(in university), father, mother

Scene1. Nursery school
(Aside: The father and the daughter are by the sea. Facing the blue sky . And the daughter thinks out some questions.)

Candy: Dad, you see, the sky is blue, and look at that, the sea is blue too, why all the things are blue? Tell me why!!!
Dad: That's because…(background song: Le Papillion [ask and answer between grandfather and child])

Scene2. Primary school
(Aside: As time goes by, the little child is growing up, now she has become a pupil.)

Part one:
(Aside: At teacher's office)
Candy: (knock at the door)
Teacher: Come in.
Candy: (Come to teacher, beside the teacher's desk.)
Teacher: Candy, what's wrong with you?! I don't think you would have such score!
Candy: Oh… I'm sorry…(lowering her head, biting her mouse, pulling the clothes)
[Think: (Aside: Oh, terrible! How to tell Dad and Mom? What can I do…)]

Part two:
(Aside: During the Parent-Teachers meeting, one father looks every angry, and he is complaining something to himself.)
Father A: Just need one more point, one more point…(complaining, when watching his school report card)
Father B: What's the matter?
Father A: Hey…! One more point and my kid would have full mark!
Father B: Yes, yes. What a pity! So did my son.(moan)
Father a: What about your daughter?
Candy's father: (watching the score of the test paper [show on the project]) … So, so. (Mobile phone ring) Excuse me. (Leave quickly.)

Part three:
(Aside: Candy's father is home, with great angry.)
Candy: (watching her favorite cartoon, and laughing happily)
Father: (Walk towards the TV set, and turn it off. Watching Candy directly with great angry.)
Candy: (Feel very afraid)
Father: (Walk toward Candy, put the test paper rudely onto the desk.) Stupid!!! (Watch her for a second and leave)
Candy: (First watch her father, and then lower her head. When father leaves, she bends over and crying herself.)
(Voiceover: A sad music come out…)

Scene 3. Middle school
(Aside: The girl is growing up, has her new friends her own thought.)

Part one:
(In the street, Candy and her male classmate are arguing about something. Just at that time, Candy's little brother pass by [playing gameboy], unconsciously see this situation, surprise for a while, and running home with sinister smile.)

Part two:
(Aside: Little Brother comes to home.)
Mother: (cleaning the table)
Brother: (running to her with blow and happy, say secretly to his mother) Mom, I saw Candy shopping, and… With her boyfriend!!!
Mother: (very astonish, and then frown)
Brother: (leave)
Mother: (Say to herself, thoughtfully) Recently, Candy always wastes a lot of time on QQ! (Worry)

Part three:
(Aside: At Candy's room, mother is peeping Candy's QQ records. [The QQ record appear on the screen…] At that time, Candy comes in.)
Candy: Mom, what are you doing?! Why checking my QQ record! You are stealing my secret!!!
Mother: (seriously) you have a boyfriend?
Candy: What?
Mother: Who's he?!
Candy: I don't know what you mean!
Mother: (angry) You make me so disappoint!
Candy: Me too!!! (Contumacy)
Mother: (give her a blow)
Candy: (Cover the face, stamp her foot, and run out of home)

Part four:
(Aside: Mother and father are very worry all that night. The next morning, Candy comes back.)
Candy: (Open the door)
Father and Mother: (come towards her with great worry)
Father: (worry and angry) where have you been!!! A girl didn't come home is very dangerous! We are worried about you! Don't you know…
Candy: OK, that's enough. You're monster! None of your business, you can't manage my private thing!!! Don't trouble me anymore! (go to her room and shut the door)
(Aside: Parents pace up and down out of her room, very worry, but have no idea to their daughter.)

Scene 4. University
(Aside: The child shut her mouth solidly, and didn't want to communicate to her parents anymore. As a result, the generation gap comes out.)

Part one:
(Aside: During the military training, Candy found she needs something very urgent, so she calls her Mom.)
Candy: (phone her mother)
Mother: Yes?
Candy: Bring the #$%^&*~#$% this afternoon, I need them! Be quick!
Mother: #$%^&*~#$%, OK! Anything more? Could you adapt the life?
Candy: So, so. I have no time, that's all (do…do…do…[hang the phone rudely])

Part two:
(Aside: That afternoon, her parents come, with unimaginable lots of things. Candy got it without a thank, leaves. Her parents leave with very tired body, mother is coughing. At that moment, Candy finds she still need one more thing, so she turns around at once. Just at that time, she wakes up to her parents are so small and weak. They also need her to care about.[Tear is revolving in her eyes.])

Conclusion
(Aside: The generation gap is not made by our parents but ourselves. We dig the gap, meanwhile, we can recover it as well. Use all our heart, feel at their angles, and we'll know how to make it! [show on the screen: 其实"代沟"不是长辈们的错，我们有想过我们自己的态度吗？也许，"沟"不是他们挖的，而是我们亲手"掘"的。我们其实有能力把它填上，而用来填的物质就是我们的心，换位思考一下，你就知道该如果填补这个"沟"了。])

(All) Through this play we hope you get something, and remind something. Please
think about it. Thank you!

Curtain call.
(End)

They asked me to write the play script again, but in the diary of 2005-05-25, I had written "I won't write the play script, though I really want to, I eager to do, but I can't desprive their rights of writing it freely… I can't be so selfdish, I can't always show time and don't give them any chances… Therefore, I prefer to be a sin, and teach them a lesson, and tell them how to stand by themselves."

Though I have sweared such thing, at last, I became an important part of script writing. I can't stick to my words until the end.

Before this, I have ever had a dream that became a scriptwriter, director and actress, that because too many dramas watching. I love all that job, however, the fact tell me, all the things are far from so easy. And found how idealistic I was.

Have a inspiritation was just a beginning. And then how to extent it was most difficult and important things. A lot of ideas, you just have a general shape of them, then you should make the drowy thing into real one, you must use some methods to somethings and let others can easily get your meaning. So, in a words, a successful play means at the thought of the writer can be shared with the audences. Two of them maybe have some spirit communication. When all the people enjoy the play and cry or laugh as the story going on, who will say that play isn't triumph?! Consequantly, I do my best to reach that level. I'm just an amateur, and far from professional, yet I believe, with self-confidence, every one can do it.

Among this writing, I really learnt a lot. I know how to share the ideas of others, I'm not alone. I have a team to support me. Although the price is I can't focus on classes and go to sleep until 2:00AM, yet I think, it's worth. The teamwork spirit can't be described with any price.

The last time came, and with a little lucky, they chose our(girls') play script. The last result of the play is remain to be seen, no matter what happen, I still will go to great lengths to do it.