我的天

Today is mid-autumn day; however, it’s raining now, so I think the moon won’t come out tonight. No matter could see the really moon or not, it must a very important day in China. This year, I prefer to stay here, in my university, with classmates spending the special night. It’s the first time I shared such moment with them and it maybe the last time I have this chance for I’m senior now, next year we will leave in our own directions – continue study as postgraduates, hard working in new jobs, work for government, go to aboard and so on. Once we are lucky man that we meet each other among thousands of millions of billions of people. The day before, I don’t know why I choose stay here instead of going home, but now I finally understand friendship of schoolmates is the most important theme for now.

As custom, we eat mooncake today, of course including a lot of other food, such as different kinds of fruit and snack (for example: chestnut). There are many different style mooncake you could choose, for instant, with one salt yolk, with two, or even three or four. Yolk in mooncake represent the moon, the yolk of yolk is round and yellow, so the moon is. Besides there’s also lotus seed paste, red been paste, nuts, ham or many others stuffing in Chinese mooncake.

All the celebrations are for one goal that families could come together just likes the full moon. The moon is round in mid-autumn day, and hope all the people around the country would have family reunion.

Other than eating, children will play lantern tonight. The structure of traditional lantern is very simple, including a paper cover and a candle in the middle. They carry the colorful lanterns here and there; lighten their happy faces and the road of people who are going home. As the science development, traditional candle lantern has changed into electric one and it’s safer. Yet in my heart, the mid-autumn day’s lantern just belongs to the original candle face.

I have many thoughts today, and even haven’t expressed this in Chinese. Maybe we should use another way to feel the great traditional culture around us.

Every Monday morning, I have to get up earlier, and go to school in rush hour. Of course, if I want to get rid of such embarrassing moment, I could return to school at Sunday evening, however, in four Mondays of this semester I preferred the inconvenient way. I really hated squeezing myself into a crowded bus, yet that’s a side of life. It shows a real society, a place with many ordinary people. No matter you are young or old, fat or slim, the people in rush hour would like busy bees, and no one will treat you as a human-being, because there is no space in bus could show your gentleman. The one want to get on a crowded bus will do what’s possible. The only hope is get on a bus, arrive at the place they what to on time.

After many bus-stops I finally had a seat. Watch the buses and cars outside, I though a lot. Every bus can load more than 20 people, yet most of the cars or taxis just have one person or two, but two cars or taxi will take a bus area on roads. Maybe cars make plenty people convenient, however, it also waste of source of road in rush hour at the same time. I really appreciate "no car day" (2007-09-22) in some cities of China.

I’m not a kind-heart man; whenever I see old people on bus I will automatically feel hostility. Why they choose this time to go somewhere which is not necessary at all (It’s not necessary to me, but in their sides, it’s very important.)? They just know make more troubles in messy time. Old people have their ways of life, we young people have to work or study, and they should also have their freedom to enrich their rest of life. I admit that I was wrong.

Sometimes I would ask myself what’s the difference between others and me. Now, I think I have gotten a temporary final answer – perseverance, which combine with courage would lead to success. Yet in many situations, I just obtain the right hand (persistence), but lose the other (confidence). That’s OK, because I’m an ordinary people, the one with many kinds of shorts.

A quarter to an hour ago, I saw a program about intelligence children. The IQ of them are more than 130, so they should be out of others in theory, however, the roads of them are so different too. In fact, some of them have done a great job, yet another just return to an everyman. Someone will say the genius’ killer is the out of date policy, but I don’t think so. The reason that stars fall from the sky is they commite suicide. None could help the one without ambitious to become difference, so if a genius failed, hadn’t they have some struggle before? I’m not a genius from head to toe, for this I never expect to win without hard working.

Just like everybody else, I’m the unique one. One ovum and one sperm met by chance, and combined together, after developed, that cell formed me. Birthed in 1985, and cultivated in my family and schools. Till now, no one could redial the time; consequently even the God couldn’t copy another me.

Unique me have my own strongpoint, needn’t envy others, let your arm to fire the best, you already triumph.

After some weeks in school, now I have be accustomed myself to sleep earlier (at about 12:00AM) and wake up at about 7:45AM. That can be a habit; it’s great, so the day seems longer now, yet the time of wasted is shorter conversely.

The day in math is terrible, you will be crazy because be strapped in one problem. Even at that situation you should be more imperturbable, so in my opinion, autumn and winter are the best seasons for math problems solving; now it’s the right time. Nobody expects to be in math trouble including me, of course except for the experts in that fields, they must enjoy fling themselves in their beloved subject. Fall in love with one’s interesting is fortunate, however the road is full of rough time instead, so have confident to challenge the barrier, and get a triumph would be more valuable to me.

This morning I have enjoyed high speed of download because of get up early. The average download speed of Pando was up to 200KB/s, maybe the highest download speed of P2P software in ADSL. I really hope this amazing could continue tomorrow morning, yet the larger hope I keep, the bigger disappointment I could have to stand. For this, just have an everyday dream maybe keep me happy.

I didn’t write in English for a long time, even be afraid to start. It’s blank in my mind; I don’t know what should say and whether I could finish the topic. After the first stride, trouble would seem not as serious as we expected. I will appreciate the old xrspook in 2004-2005, how could I write English diary from Sunday to Thursday? I do lose ability in English thinking. Oh~~~~~

When I need someone to tell me how to solve with problem about emotion and reality, this essay appeared. It's one of the most difficult article of that book, the difficult level is the top five. It's the first essay I have met in this level. I will chew and digest it seriously.