我的天

I can’t understand why there will be so many pains exist，even though when you pay all your heart in it. In my opinion, they’re lying, because I will feel nothing if I lose all my heart in something. Maybe after that, the pain will strike me severely, for I don’t know when to stop.

It’s the characteristic that they do everything effectively, and they hate others do some thing that will waste time. They don’t like wait, however, they are too quick, and so they have to wait in many situation. Sometimes I think I can’t stand anymore that in such a low speed, yet the real life tells me I have to do it again and again. I don’t like pour out my feeling to others, because I’m afraid whether it will hurt them unconsciously. My words always sting something, but I really didn’t mean to. I can keep quiet more than your imagination, because I don’t want to speak and I don’t know what I should speak.

Every Thursday, each badminton classes, I can’t have a good end. I don’t how would she have so may pain. From head to toe, perhaps some new pains will exist next time. I really had no moon to play with such a partner. From my point of view, her heart had gone away. You can’t make up any enthusiasm with her. So I kept silence, even though I spoke to her, she just would became more down. She didn’t know how to cheer herself up, instead of was good at make herself more and more down. I’m sure that, in that situation, she was not enjoying badminton a bit. Can’t we enjoy it?! Why in such low emotion all the time?

I hate this low emotion!!!!!