我的天

高考的分终于下来，考砸了，只比重点线高5分，what can I do?
    第一志愿：no way
    第二志愿：may be, but……It has some hope, or you can say I just can expend. The only thing I can do is praying for God. To be or not to be, I don’t know. Am I wait for my death or my God, good or bad luck? Who can tell me?
    I know there is no if in the world, though I don’t regret at all, yet if time can turn over, if……
    算了，坚强起来，怀缅、后悔过去不如展望未来，现在努力，即使到了广工也能成材！小时侯读的还不是垃圾学校，中学还不是读了重点，命运掌握在我手中，没有事不能实现，等着瞧吧！