我的天

And the weather during the rainy day has troubled me a lot. The rain always means negative thing to me. Today is the first test classes of our tennis, if it’s possible. Though I know my partner and me can’t coopertae adjust each other, yet I still want to have a try. Without attemp, no triumph will come. And the problem si whether it will be sunny or not rainy is still a mystery, nobody can give me a certain reply. The last desicion is at God’s hand, I am just a person with little power.

I wish a good weather will be, however, others always wish the opposite one. I think, the gods are in trouble now, it’s time for them to decide to be or not to be.

The fate of my English mid examination has decided by myself. 79.5, you can say is a mark at the edge of execllent, and in another word, it’s just not so bad. Whereas, I didn’t feel any shame, because I had do my best, it’s my real level,  I hadn’t treated anyone. I was honest all along. I got no clue before I had that exam, but others had known something that he/she couldn’t know before. However, I know that’s not my excuse to such mark, at least, I believe, someone has a excellent mark is reasonable.

Care about myself that be sure you are right, that is enought, other things are decided by other, it’s a sentence said by my mother. It’s none of my business. Think about this can make me feel better, but that’s the fact.

I think, the teacher will understan my situation, she has read my article at that time, she trusted me, I can’t break her heart, that’s what I want to do. Have such a result, I think she will still trust me, she knew the target of my study, and she knew the spring which push me to do that. Because my English study is automatic, the aim of it is not a good mark, but the real use of it.